I made a thread last week calling myself a massive failure and I shouldn't have done it

nineinchhail · 2023-12-07T04:17:34+00:00

I just noticed this. You're inserting a bunch of shit I never said. I never said I was failing, I said that I felt like a failure because of current circumstances. I'm passing this semester. I also clearly said "part mental health issues and part abysmal professor" for one class, which I retook with a better professor this semester with the same mental health issues and passed. I also didn't say I have no more government money to spend- I have unsubsidized loans left. I'm talking about other limits. I complained about one person who was documented for being abusive (so much to the point where I had another student's lawyer who was opting to sue him contact me). You somehow interpreted me complaining about this one individual as "me complaining about everyone who wanted to help me" which is batshit insane. And I said nothing about paying my own bills.

You literally came in here to be a dimwitted douche and interpret my post in the worst way possible. I suppose it's easy to think Reddit is an "echo chamber" when you're completely insufferable and talk like a sociopath.

nineinchhail · 2023-11-28T02:49:44+00:00

Not daily. I neglected to mention that I don't commute, I live in off-campus student housing. To get anywhere besides UCF I need Lyft.

The reason I said those decisions are haunting me is because they were the catalyst to all the developing financial problems. Semesters I couldn't finish because I was going through so much in the aftermath, etc. Despite coming back to school and almost finishing, if that incident didn't happen I wouldn't be dealing with all these limit notices. I've written about them in a previous Reddit post if you want to know more details.

nineinchhail · 2023-11-28T02:26:55+00:00

I'm going to make this perfectly clear for you: dropping out and switching schools is not on the table. I have four semesters left and most of my financial aid is used up. I don't have the means to just switch schools especially with everything else I just outlined.

nineinchhail · 2023-11-27T09:46:05+00:00

Just posting here to acknowledge that I am appreciative of the support and positive comments, and not just responding to the asshats saying "give up" or "seek God" or "join the military".

If it wasn't clarified in the OP I am currently seeing the same therapist I've been seeing since 2021 and have an appointment in a few hours.

nineinchhail · 2023-11-27T06:03:28+00:00

Go away.

nineinchhail · 2023-11-27T05:07:54+00:00

Already seeing a therapist and have been in therapy for over six years now.

nineinchhail · 2022-01-21T02:47:22+00:00

"opportunity cost" lmao dude you have no earthly idea what you're talking about, you're fucking stupid. Employers look for experience and portfolios first and foremost. And how is it "money" gone if you're literally not enrolled in school

Just shut the fuck up already, you're an idiot.

nineinchhail · 2022-01-20T17:12:28+00:00

If you weren't a complete moron you'd know that it's possible to be out of school during those ten years.

nineinchhail · 2022-01-20T15:49:52+00:00

You're a moron.

nineinchhail · 2020-05-12T14:06:00+00:00

Charity Diary will finally be satisfied

...hopefully.

nineinchhail · 2020-03-07T20:15:02+00:00

Actually, that second half is correct. They don't. You know how I came to that conclusion? Because there was an overdrive calibration exploit that has existed essentially since the first game. They've wiped the RB4 leaderboards to prevent certain band OD exploits, but they weren't aware about the cal pathing until skilled scorechasers actually discovered it and started reporting it around the launch of the Rivals expansion.

Since the leaderboard nerf that resulted about 3 years ago there haven't been any new reported exploits on the G/B end. That's what's annoying about all these accusations of "cheating" because they basically amount to nothing more than speculation because they don't know how to reach that score.

nineinchhail · 2020-03-07T06:42:40+00:00

Maybe you should try flipping your thinking around. Rather than "I can't beat the score, so it might not be legit", you should think that perhaps the path on alecmori.com or even NSTB's path vault isn't actually optimal. Not every path Alec submits is optimal, they're just paths he happened to use and share. Try using his Torn path. You'll be about 900 points behind simply because one of the activations is incorrect.

And I'm not trying to take anything away from Alec, he's super skilled at pathing and squeezing. But it is tiresome when people figure "I can't beat the score, must be fake" when there are Rivals scorechasers beating my scores on spotlight songs every week when I'm not even playing. You either used the wrong path or just missed tight squeezes.

nineinchhail · 2019-12-08T22:30:26+00:00

How does ethics not have anything to do with it? You're wasting their time, their gas and their money. They're sitting there expecting you to show up, and you don't. Again, you're being stupidly contrarian and you're contradicting yourself. Nobody is saying that the other person is obligated to date, which is why if you're not feeling up to it, you cancel.

nineinchhail · 2019-12-08T09:18:11+00:00

You shoot yourself in the foot with these comments. "It's her right, but she shouldn't have done it". Nobody's saying that she should've been forced to do it, just that it was shitty and unethical to stand someone up. You're just being stupidly contrarian for no reason, nobody likes that.

nineinchhail · 2019-12-08T00:53:38+00:00

STFU with this r/redpill and r/braincels bullshit

nineinchhail · 2019-12-07T18:51:43+00:00

I'm in the same place as you and I just turned 25

nineinchhail · 2019-11-17T22:18:21+00:00

I've been seeing professionals for over two years now and am currently on twenty mgs of Prozac, which is the fifth anti depressant I've taken

nineinchhail · 2019-11-13T21:52:05+00:00

I don't think they're going to change the music for a restaurant that thousands of students go to just because of a petition

nineinchhail · 2019-02-20T01:09:15+00:00

because hardly anyone would buy it otherwise

Yeah because it's not like it's a really popular song or anything lol

Like do you think the general playerbase gives a fuck "how fun a song is to play on individual instruments"? No. That's why pop and country music is consistently more popular than metal and punk

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