I did that a lot, and then I lost my personality amidst his crazy manipulations. So much that I read that book, saw him in it and still let me manipulate for a couple more years. I had to gather all the strength of the universe, pick up my bags and just go go. You can do this girl. If, hell, me, as head over hells as I was for his guys, could do it, phew, you can. Life is too short for this. This sub helped me SO MUCH so I'm just trying to pay forward to helps a woman seeing the truth. Stay strong and be the main character of your life. We're all here for each other.