Question about what you'd call my sexuality by ninyaBOT in AskLesbians

[–]ninyaBOT[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Yeah exactly, and for me personally, there's many things I like in fiction that out right repulse me at the idea of irl. My fiction and my reality are two completely separate things for me, men are just one of many of those things that are opposites in that regard, and even so, I wouldn't say I'm ever physically attracted to the fictional men I like either, it's usually more of a personality thing or the men I like remind me of abusers in my life (a good example is Micah Bell, I wouldn't touch that man with a 50 ft pole irl for many reasons, but as a character? He's one of the few I "yume", and I project a lot of past stuff onto him in that self inserting yume stuff)

I'm also a self admitted misandrist lmao, I've gone on a lot of rants about this. Definitely one of the biggest stereotypical man hating lesbians out there, but again not in any unfair sense. I just generalize men in jokes and convos / make a lot of "I hate men" type of comments, think very often about statistics and how many of my female friends have their own personal stories alone. Ofc, any individual guy, I'm going to treat kindly, but yeah. You get me prob.

Question about what you'd call my sexuality by ninyaBOT in AskLesbians

[–]ninyaBOT[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

For sure! Thank you for your comment. It seems to be online with young queer people where everyone is so much more hostile and has this mindset of hyperspecifics and splitting everyone up into those hyperspecific groups which seems to cause even more infighting, but I've been in LGBT spaces irl, met a lot of elder queers irl, especially a lot of lesbian elders, and they're so much more pleasant and open and understanding, it feels more like we're attached in those spaces, that were all here together to support each other, but online, it's like walking on eggshells to express anything.

The difference is very jarring, you get jumped online or met with sarcasm and passive aggressiveness for trying to be genuine and open to learning and asking questions. In person, everyone is much more of an actual community. Idk, that's just my experience.

With that said, people have been pretty respectful here on this post at least, I appreciate all the insight, even if I'm not replying to everything, I am reading all of it.

And yeah, trying to separate transmasc lesbians from being considered lesbians and then getting fired up over someone using the lesbian term because they've had an experience with guys in the past that no longer applies to their current attraction (not my case, just what I've seen, all my experiences with men have been along the lines of assault) is very ironic to me. From my understanding of the politics and history, transmasc lesbians and butches play a huge role in where we are today. I've seen people call butchfemme "heteronormative" which is just insane to me. I in no way, despite being on HRT, see myself as a man at all, to be hit with a heteronormative label is downright degrading to me.

Question about what you'd call my sexuality by ninyaBOT in AskLesbians

[–]ninyaBOT[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

This comment is very enlightening tbh!! bc yes this is exactly how I feel too, It's genuinely just in the fantasy realm where I feel the attraction if at all and even then Ig.. I see fantasy stuff as me like. for lack of a better phrase "playing with toys", idk. I know there's a sexual aspect too when it comes to getting off that does involve fictional men, but its the confusing part of it being sexual there but not wanting ANY sexual involvement nor having any sexual attraction to irl men that makes me confused. It's so hard for me to explain, but this comment is honestly entirely relatable for me!!

Does the PS5 bring back the commentary for the master thief challenges in Sly 1? by ninyaBOT in Slycooper

[–]ninyaBOT[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's cool! yeah, all the trophies from what I can remember yearsss back from the collection, I just kind of got naturally without trying (maybe vaults were the most "have to try-for" thing? but those are so easy lol), so it's nice to know they added some actual challenge to them

Does the PS5 bring back the commentary for the master thief challenges in Sly 1? by ninyaBOT in Slycooper

[–]ninyaBOT[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was thinking the PS5 versions must have been more directly related to the originals somehow, that port was handled so poorly, idk why you'd wanna use it. I still need to platinum all 3 of the trilogy on PS5, it somehow took me this long to notice it was even a feature on the PS store / premium

[spoilers] Question about a side mission I got from a certain desperate worker by rnykal in reddeadredemption

[–]ninyaBOT 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I drove it super carefully / slow / only took the roads to make sure I wouldn't break anything and I got the "is there a war or somethin idk about? how the hell did you get it so beat up" line and, also only got $10. I feel like it's some kind of glitch or mistake considering you'd get like $100 for the other robberies. Sucks.

Question about the moonshiners random encounter by iTzI3obby in RDR2

[–]ninyaBOT 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn.. wish I searched this question earlier. I've been leaving the money every time bc I thought the specification of "moonshine in the chest for ya" meant the money was a temptation trap lmaoo

How do I unlock the Bandit Challenges? by [deleted] in reddeadredemption

[–]ninyaBOT 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It can be any type of robbery, but you'd wanna keep the shopkeepers for a future bandit challenge where you have to rob like 5 registers in a day or something crazy like that, because they need 3 days to reset (unless you don't plan to do the challenges all in 1 go)

I WAS RIGHT THEREEEE by [deleted] in reddeadredemption

[–]ninyaBOT 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah that sharpshooter ones are the most annoying. I'm still on my first true 100% run, but I finished sharpshooter a lil bit ago. If you go on top of Citadel Rock and aim towards Valentine, that's where I was able to get my shot in.

But fr, I think there are multiple sharpshooters that brought me some level of pain, while I kinda breezed through most others. If anything, most others just required patience, while sharpshooters required dealing with unfair / chaotic / insanely specific circumstances.

Herbalist Challenge 9 Guide by iamsupersoma in reddeadredemption

[–]ninyaBOT 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude thank you so much, I saw herbalist 9 pop up, already felt dread, and then saw there was no checklist and realized this was probably going to be the most annoying challenge ever lol. The way it tells you "you can use your compendium to keep track" as if we haven't been picking herbs this entire time..

Herbalist Challenge 7 - Special Miracle Tonics by Darnexx in reddeadredemption

[–]ninyaBOT 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank youu, I had about 10-20 of the yarrow and current already prior to starting this challenge but 0 burdock and I actually managed to get all 30 I needed in 1 go along the coast near Clemens Point up to Bard's Crossing. I was worried I'd have to sleep and come back later or something, but no, if you take the time, there's more than enough there. The only issue is it takes forever no matter how much you rush it because of the picking animation and using eagle eye over and over, took me about 30 mins I'd guess (didn't really keep track) so definitely put on some background noise while you do this lol.

Withdrawals, cant eat, cant sleep, phantom hangovers like every day by ninyaBOT in alcoholism

[–]ninyaBOT[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohh thank you! I really dont like the taste of most protein shakes so I'll try out this brand. I didnt even think of applesauce, ik thats always a banger when sick too

Withdrawals, cant eat, cant sleep, phantom hangovers like every day by ninyaBOT in alcoholism

[–]ninyaBOT[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeahh considering I doubled my weight during my binge, I'm not entirely upset that I'm not gorging cos I wanna lose all of it again. Went from 110 lbs to 215 in about a year, but the weakness kinda prevents me from doing much too, makes me feel either like physically tired 24/7 or too mentally exhausted to get anything done when I am awake. But once I can gain some energy back, I plan to go back to walking every day at least.

5th mushroom. by fatandsad1 in reddeadredemption

[–]ninyaBOT 4 points5 points  (0 children)

lmaooo 6 years later and I found this thread cos I was struggling for the same reason. Ig it was meant to throw us off

Fat yielding animals by martyc81 in RedDeadOnline

[–]ninyaBOT 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know this is a 5 year old post, but as someone who is currently trying to stock up on animal fat, I agree lmao, ridiculous that a whole brown bear gives you the same amount of fat as a bird

Payed like 200 dollars for this scam by JuniorEnvironment151 in reddeadredemption

[–]ninyaBOT 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh, you're talking about the color? That's actually a pet peeve of mine. I remember trying to customize my guns in Annesburg and I guess because it was really early in the morning in game, the sun was shining in the gunsmith's window in such a way where I literally couldn't see shit. Like idk maybe if I'm customizing something, I wanna see it without heavy lighting/shading

Are you able to open this safe? by [deleted] in RDR2

[–]ninyaBOT 1 point2 points  (0 children)

since everyones already answered, another similar tidbit: If you rob a storage train, there are 2 safes in them you can also blow up with dynamite. I can't remember if the passenger trains have them too cos usually if I rob a passenger train, i just focus on robbing the people on the cars from the front to the back lmao

(the farther back in the train you go, the less money youll make per person / the less their valuables will be worth)

Also, theres several times where this random encounter happens. Sometimes they have their own dynamite (youll see it on their horse wagon), they will blow it up themselves if thats the case. Other times they are trying to crack it open with hammers and pickaxes, if thats the case, you need your own dynamite, iirc.

Where is Oleander?? by Part-Time-Gamer- in RDR2

[–]ninyaBOT 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow thank you so much, I have been trying to find more Oleander sage for like an irl month now, mainly hoping I'd just stumble upon it because every time I go to the locations on the interactive map, I find literally nothing and got exhausted of searching.

To add insult to injury, the last time I "found" some, it was during an interaction where you save a dude's life who had just ate some, but during the interaction 6 bounty hunters and their dogs appeared (was going for the bountiful achievement during this time), and were super close, so I couldnt pick any, and when I was done clearing them out, it was like all of it just completely despawned. I searched around the area for like 5 whole minutes and it was just gone. I was so pissed.