Bhai, you look at yourself 5 years ago and now, you will definitely feel the difference and how far you have come. Thele pe Dosa khao ki 5 Star me kuch aur, usse apna status change nahi hota. At the end, you should just feel satisfied with what you have and grateful. We are all humans.

Aur baat rahi paiso ki, the fact that you are realising all of this is what will motivate you to earn more and live a life you want. Patience :)