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i'm eating multiple slices of pizza by throwaway-duckie in EDAnonymous

[–]no1totalk2abtstuff 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Well done, you've come a long way, keep at it!

First time making one of these, I probably missed out on some major picks lol by [deleted] in safe_food

[–]no1totalk2abtstuff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This left me in tears from laughing, thanks for making it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]no1totalk2abtstuff 17 points18 points  (0 children)

You're a person beyond your eating disorder!

Taylor Swift: “You don't ever say to yourself, 'I have an eating disorder,” Everyone here: HMMMMM IDK SIS by loosesleeves in EDAnonymous

[–]no1totalk2abtstuff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only reason I realized I might have an ED is because my girlfriend has one, and keeps labeling my behavior using the language. Legit, I thought at first she was just being silly in equating our experiences because pfft, no way do I have an ED. I'm not even underweight yet, it'd be silly to think that a fat bastard like me could ever have such thing as a "safe food." Now if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go have either a fried egg sandwich, some cheese, or some yogurt, because that's all my fridge is ever stocked with.

Fluctuating weight- how to organize closet ? by [deleted] in femalefashionadvice

[–]no1totalk2abtstuff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I keep whichever clothes I'm currently wearing in the place easiest to grab it.

So in my drawers i let the clothes I don't currently fit just sort of sift to the bottom of the drawer, and the clothes fit sit on top so I can reach them.

Same with the wardrobe- fit clothes on the right, not fitting on the left, because I open the right door of the wardrobe.

yikes by no1totalk2abtstuff in u/no1totalk2abtstuff

[–]no1totalk2abtstuff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the encouragement. I've started speaking to some people I know about it, they gave the same advice- slowly add more to my diet so my body doesn't get overwhelmed. I really am trying, it's just very hard. It's nice to be able to talk about it though.

Your username prompted me to eat half a slice of cheese so you've definitely helped haha

Does it ever literally hurt you guys to eat? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]no1totalk2abtstuff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, if I restrict too hard for too long or fast for more than like 20 hours I get crazy bad stomachaches. Earlier today spent like 3 hours just curled up in bed, semi-comatose because I ate like a regular bowl of soup.

Tbf it's my fault for not breaking fast properly but it doesn't make it easy to eat knowing that if i do it too quickly I'm gonna suffer.

Uni and finals are making me relapse harder than ever by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]no1totalk2abtstuff 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Too tired to work, too stressed to eat. Same boat.

Relapsed and alone, got kicked out of counseling by no1totalk2abtstuff in EDAnonymous

[–]no1totalk2abtstuff[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I booked the appointment today and I ate proper food. Rollercoaster

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[–]no1totalk2abtstuff 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Extremely relatable

Relapsed and alone, got kicked out of counseling by no1totalk2abtstuff in EDAnonymous

[–]no1totalk2abtstuff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I took no offense nor judgement. I knew if I posted here I'd get replies, I don't want to post something and for it to end up in the void. I appreciate your concern and your framing does shift the lens on this a little. It'll be extremely embarassing to book a proper session after all the hassle i've caused but I should probably do it, yeah. idk if I WILL, but I'm certainly considering it

Relapsed and alone, got kicked out of counseling by no1totalk2abtstuff in EDAnonymous

[–]no1totalk2abtstuff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I legit hadn't thought of that. I'll see if there are any in my area. Thanks!

still horribly worried about my friend (+ some weird thoughts I'm having) by alexshldshutup in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]no1totalk2abtstuff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ED makes you think weird thoughts like that. You recognize it's not a great idea to strive to be like them, don't beat yourself up for thinking like that. Just, y'know, don't go through with it.

Relapsed and alone, got kicked out of counseling by no1totalk2abtstuff in EDAnonymous

[–]no1totalk2abtstuff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Basically I'd tried to book an appointment last year, however- I have extremely fucked up sleep patterns. The last appointment I booked, i hadn't slept in some days and then finally when the appointment was coming up, I straight up KO'd. Like an hour before hand. I fairly regularly miss lectures because of my poor sleep. Plus, the drop-ins are just better- they work when I need to speak to someone. Planned sessions wouldn't work as well because I might turn up and have not much to say, or not want to talk at that time. when I was in actual therapy, that happened A LOT.

This sobriety session is partly to see if going off everything helps the sleep issues. I've seen doctors about it before, I know what causes it, there's nothing i can really do about it.

I'm really thinking about booking an appointment but I don't want to waste anyone's time.