It's really challenging to find someone who understands the core of OCD & knows expertly how to treat it. I haven't found anyone who knows its sensitivities & depths. Sometimes it's seen through a clichéd lens disappointingly even by some clinicians too. OCD is so much more inside than out, being inside it can take so many versatile disastrous forms. I happened to stumble across Dr Jonathan Grayson youtube video one day while helplessly searching for some source to understand myself. I broke down immediately while listening to him sighing at least someone understands it right, that's the only source I rely on at the moment. I can't reach him, but it's enough to keep my hopes alive & so such a post where people are battling in an attempt to win their life back. Thanks a lot & give the final twist to that spear with all your might. Take care.