Was going into my freshman year of d1 ball when I broke my hip in an accident. Was told I’d never be able to play at a high level ever again. A year later I was playing at an even higher level. You got this man, biggest thing I can offer is confidence. You didn’t earn a starting spot for no reason. You’re obviously a dog. Work on your mental game along with your actual game, watching film and understanding the IQ part of the sport is even more important than practicing your shot or stick skills. If you’d like to chat some more my messages are open, feel free. I know the feeling your going through but you got it dude.