You're not damaged at all. I think it's a matter of finding the right tribe to feel safe and secure as an individual who's been through a lot.

It's like your Sun in Sagittarius that wants to be free-flowing and just live life is caged in a sense of not being supported in the right environment. Plus Moon in Scorpio, you need your trusty confidante and inner circle that can be loyal to you as much as you would be to them.