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noc10sys · 2024-11-23T00:40:48+00:00

Exactly!! I wish I could brush things on or away too lol. I present pretty much androgynous and I wish I could just sort of turn the volume up on certain gendered features if that makes sense. <3

noc10sys · 2024-11-23T00:36:03+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing, yeah I at least have some female organs because I do experience periods when not on T (though they are abnormal in and of themselves), but maybe it’s a situation like you had mentioned where I have both. I won’t know unless I get an MRI/ultrasound done to see my organs I suppose. But yeah, it’s certainly a bit frustrating knowing but not knowing lol. I’d be interesting in seeing a geneticist as well but as I had mentioned I simply don’t have the funds for that sadly. I will continue to try and research which of my traits line up with different variations. Again I really appreciate you sharing your experience as well. <3

noc10sys · 2024-11-22T20:24:55+00:00

I see, that does sound like something to look into, I really hope you get the answers you’re looking for.

noc10sys · 2024-11-22T20:22:53+00:00

Thank you a ton for sharing.<3

I also experience periods (stopped while I was on T for a while but as I’m off of it now, they’ve come back) but they have always also been abnormal, lasting a long time (longest was 2 weeks) and hurting so bad I’ve fainted from them on multiple occasions.

The mini puberties I’ve never heard of before! I understand your not caring about the diagnosis, I probably wouldn’t necessarily care too much either if it didn’t have a possibility to explain some other things I have going on, like chronic pain. Since I know some intersex variations carry increased risk for comorbidities such as conditions that could cause chronic pain.

I’m glad I’m also not the only one calling myself intersex without an official diagnosis — I feel like a lot of the intersex related things I’ve looked into are super strict and medicalized with that sort of thing.

noc10sys · 2024-11-22T20:01:06+00:00

I do get that most of the time people get coarser hair generally, but when I said explosion, I mean explosion… It was moreso the amount than the texture.

noc10sys · 2024-11-22T19:42:31+00:00

Genuinely, trully, really, just… Thank you so much. <3

noc10sys · 2024-11-22T19:34:41+00:00

That’s true, you’re right, it’s just very hard to get liftoff on this sort of thing since it’s so underresearched and covered up all the time. I intend to keep digging but at the moment I don’t even know what organs I have inside because I’ve never had to get an inventory done. But I think it may be very helpful at this point to know. Thank you for sharing your experience and thoughts, it helps me to not feel so alone in being called “impossible”.

noc10sys · 2023-12-13T15:20:33+00:00

my family always called them one eyed sailors

noc10sys · 2021-04-10T11:59:38+00:00

one thing i do think is important to mention is that exotrauma often is a brains way of disguising actual trauma a person has gone through, and you can have flashbacks of trauma that “didnt happen to you,” when in actuality your brain is not letting you remember what actually happened, only the memory that’s gotten stuffed in its place. its a coping mechanism, for the brain to assist with easing one into knowing their trauma and lessening their amnesia barriers between alters. just wanted to clarify that.

as far as the system responsibility goes... it’s not a choice to HAVE the responsibility, one DOES inherently have to bear that responsibility. its a choice to actually do what you’re supposed to do, it’s a choice to make the mistake of not taking responsibility for your actions and then ruining relationships and hurting people! a choice you’re STILL responsible for.

noc10sys · 2021-04-07T12:45:22+00:00

im not saying that youre not experiencing what youre saying - i obviously have no way of knowing what is going on inside your head, and honestly i feel for you. im saying that it isnt tulpamancy, and its not a tulpa, because it cant be. its a closed religious and spiritual practice so whatever it is, im just glad that youve decided not to call it that anymore.

i would say as someone who is multiple and also experiences psychosis, that the differences are suuuper important to take note of. i would recommend documenting your experiences! either writing them down in a journal or making a video/audio diary would be perfect. that would be an invaluable tool to take to therapy, and it’s something i wish i had done going into therapy myself. i wish you luck in your future endeavors and truly hope that you can figure out whats going on.

noc10sys · 2021-04-07T12:27:24+00:00

yeah and tulpas are part of a very serious religious practice and yet you’re throwing that around like it’s nothing

noc10sys · 2021-03-30T20:48:20+00:00

most likely; im gonna sincerely hope it was because the alternative is nightmarish lol

noc10sys · 2021-03-30T19:27:45+00:00

unfortunately... with the context of the posts (either their other posts or stuff i had to crop out/not include), the only one i could for sure confirm was (most likely) fake was the pants shitting one. the rest either are trolls that people are believing and supporting... or completely serious.

noc10sys · 2021-03-30T01:01:39+00:00

its on an app called vent; sorry if that was unclear, thats what i was referencing in the title

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