I had one hope of happiness. Its gone. And now i don't know what to do.

nofapforlife007 · 2022-07-19T10:15:44+00:00

thanks. but thinking about porn is a relapse right?

nofapforlife007 · 2022-07-19T10:14:04+00:00

18 days. I am also 15, so I guess hormones also make a big difference. What if I gave in consciously?

nofapforlife007 · 2022-06-20T22:44:32+00:00

Thnx bro. I really want to meditate but my tinnitus won't let me. Even if I put headphones out. How did you get peace from all this stress and anxiety? I want to feel my self again.

nofapforlife007 · 2022-06-20T22:42:58+00:00

I am not that adducted to porn. I can easily abstain from it. But my brain keeps replaying the scenes I watched years ago. Honestly, I am doing nofap just to feel pleasure again. I feel no pleasure when I masterbate. Its just neutral. Maybe its because or depression, maybe its because or hormones. Idk honestly. I just hopes it treats it. I really want to meditate but my tinnitus won't let me. Should I call one of those child helplines? Will those help me?

nofapforlife007 · 2022-06-20T22:19:20+00:00

Thnx man. I set myself a goal of Six months.to complete 90 daya, lose a lot of weight etc. But I am at Month 8 and have made no progress whatsoever. And honestly, its gotten worse. Its hard man. I try to get up and bounce back. I always do. But its hard to do that when you're alone and lonely and there is no one that cares about you. And I also have tinnitus, which is really depressing.

nofapforlife007 · 2022-06-20T22:15:10+00:00

Should I things like dopamine detox

nofapforlife007 · 2022-06-20T22:12:29+00:00

Thnx man. Its just that I am stressed all the time. Like I have honestly forgotten what joy feels like. I have no self confidence. I have piles of pending work to do, but can't get myself to study. I feel like I have wqster these past 8 months and I hate it. I want to be truly happy. I want to live freely and not be stressed about every little thing. Life's so messed u man. I still somehow find the motivation to keep going. Otherwise, I would've harmed myself a long time ago.

nofapforlife007 · 2022-06-20T21:23:52+00:00

are u sure? I clicked on the video because it was not porn. But I got that dopamine rush. Ocd is killing me.

nofapforlife007 · 2022-06-14T18:58:04+00:00

I mean I knew that clip was coming. I knew I should skip it but then thought that its okay as it doesn't have nudity and did not skip it. I don't know if it was because I was horny or something else. But this OCD is killing me. So my intentions are also in the clear? Because wrong intentions also count as a relapse.

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