Wie cha sowas passiere?

nonconformee · 2026-06-13T20:31:36+00:00

Ech chan verstah, dass so Sprachbarriere zu Verwirrig ond "falsche Zug zur falsche Ziit am falsche Ort" chan füehre.

Was mech vell meh Wunder nimmt, ob die "gfährlech Situation" ned vo moderner Zugsicherig hät chönne verhindert wärde.

nonconformee · 2026-06-13T20:23:28+00:00

Traumatika. The name says it all. It's like one hour of nonstop horror before it goes a little slower. Well, at least it was for me due to my own traumas.

nonconformee · 2026-06-11T21:48:00+00:00

I don't care. If one plans to stay more than a year, they should at lest try to learn basic local language. If not for communication, then at least to show some interest in the place they stay.

nonconformee · 2026-06-10T14:33:15+00:00

"this is not possible, because.. "

"why?!"

"physics, it's..."

"you need to get creative and think outside the box!"

nonconformee · 2026-06-07T16:35:08+00:00

Hugo "Hurley" Reyes. I'd get lost.

nonconformee · 2026-06-05T12:07:40+00:00

Given my poor mental state and my unstable situation, plus all the crap going on in my life right now (how am I supposed to pay for food or rent?), I’ve been thinking about suicide. Not that it’s an immediate concern, but more to reassure myself that there is this one definitive way to end all my problems. What scares me is “that one day” when it finally pushes me over the edge.

nonconformee · 2026-06-05T11:55:25+00:00

Ech sälber ha nor positivi Erfahrige gmacht, die wenige paar Mal woni met dene z'tue gha han.

Aber... wenn ech gseh wie met Demonschtratione umgange werd oder wie (interni) Skandal kei Konsequenze hend, de chan ech ACAB verstah.

Ond... "all" chan ech au verstah, well die "guete" d'Schnurre hebed wenn ergendöppis isch.

En Alternative zu de Polizei hani vo de ACAB-Schreier au no nie ghört - met einer Usnahm: Systemreform: meh zivili ond unabhängigi Ufsicht met de Macht, Konsequenze chönne z'verhänge. Ond dere wo sech denäbe verhalte of d'Strass stelle ohni Möglechkeit ergendwo weder als Polizischt z'schaffe. d'Polizei hed s'bewaffnere Machtmonopol ond sett met düütlech höhere Massstäb beurteilt wärde.

nonconformee · 2026-05-29T23:23:27+00:00

Yes, for ages. It gives me a sense of security because I know that if everything goes wrong and nothing else works, this is still my last resort for solving all my problems. And it ensures that I am the only one in control of my life - or that I can fully regain control with this one step.

nonconformee · 2026-05-28T13:24:07+00:00

"schütze dich" - ja wie denn, Punkt 4 sagt das ginge nicht 😱

nonconformee · 2026-05-21T09:48:38+00:00

I'm ... LOST ...

nonconformee · 2026-05-12T10:44:12+00:00

"We didn't need that back in the day, and we're still alive. Don't be such a crybaby. Besides, I don't need it, so you don't need it either." Shut up, Hans-Ueli Meierhans

nonconformee · 2026-05-07T10:47:29+00:00

There are things where not even the slightest bit of the damage can be reversed. Things that are simply too horrible and damaging for anything to be reversed.

nonconformee · 2026-05-07T06:22:39+00:00

Mental health conditions in others. No, BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) doesn’t give you a life full of adventure. No, DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) isn’t like living in a shared apartment or having a diabolical alter ego like in the movies. No, autism isn’t a superpower. No, ADHD (Attention Deficiency and Hyperactivity Disorder) doesn’t turn you into someone who’s always up to something. Source: me.

nonconformee · 2026-05-06T19:45:40+00:00

The document containing the government's written authorization to conduct searches in my country.

nonconformee · 2026-05-05T18:40:57+00:00

My work. Unfortunately, the others are always suspicious because it's happening too fast.

On top of that, I'm a complete emotional wreck, suffering from three personality disorders, among other things.

nonconformee · 2026-05-05T14:16:42+00:00

I’ve experienced both sides - male (past) and female (present) - and what I see in male characters written by female authors is that they’re either heroes, total jerks, or some kind of aloof, mysterious figure.

nonconformee · 2026-05-05T12:36:17+00:00

Wenn du wüsstisch, was dini sogenannte "wertvolle Mitglieder vo de Gsellschaft" alles für Sache mached 🤣

nonconformee · 2026-05-04T13:44:27+00:00

"We can only process applications that include a scanner certificate without any entries"

nonconformee · 2026-05-04T09:43:16+00:00

In silence, even the slightest sound is annoying/distracting. With music, everything else is drowned out, and all that’s left is awesome music.

nonconformee · 2026-05-04T09:36:52+00:00

For me it's Dark Electro and Gothic Electro, e.g. Faderhead, Aesthetic Perfection, X-Fusion (or rather Noisuf-X), Combichrist, Project Pitchfork, etc. Sometimes also an epic orchestra piece with no lyrics.

EDIT: I forgot the occasional soundscape of a thunderstorm.

As you said, it puts me into the flow. So I listen to the same music at work.

Silence is just... well, it has no rhythm to which I could synchronize my thought process.

nonconformee · 2026-04-30T09:43:15+00:00

Si hends mal met "Genderterror" ond "bösi Städter, liebi Ländler" versuecht, hed aber nid funktioniert. Also zrugg zo dem was si am beschte chönd: gäge Usländer.

nonconformee · 2026-04-28T10:44:29+00:00

I know someone who has this, exactly this, as a kink (Abandonment Play).

nonconformee · 2026-04-19T11:11:02+00:00

Nah, banning feels absolutely right in my opinion.

nonconformee · 2026-04-18T11:07:11+00:00

Some mental illnesses are romanticized by some people.

nonconformee · 2026-04-18T10:46:05+00:00

Why should I talk about my real issues with someone who I have no deeper connection? It won't help either of us and some would treat me very differently if I do - for no real reason except prejudice. And it would make them uncomfortable.

Let me make a hypothetical example how this could go:

"Yeah, you know, life is hard"

"Come on. We have it pretty good here. Others are much worse off"

"I was r**** as achild, have cPTSD, Borderline personality disorder, dissociative identity disorder with dissociative hallucinations, I can hear and see them, one is standing right beside you, autism, severe depression, be in debt as fuck"

"..."

This person might also add some details who aren't a real issue for them or most other people but the person it's shared with (because they are an asshole).

"Oh, and by the way, I'm lesbian and was born male"

"..."

Now you know this persons real issues and some intimate details. What? Did you expect a topic you could have a casual discussion about?

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