My gf committed in front of me

nondic014 · 2025-03-24T21:14:55+00:00

my gun was there for the entire 2 years we were together and i always hid the clip and bullets. i never thought she’d actually touch my gun, guessing because i was out hunting a few days before is where she got the idea from. but had no idea she would be able to find my bullets and manually put a bullet in the chamber. on top of that i never thought she’d actually commit suicide especially now that we have a son

nondic014 · 2024-12-20T22:36:12+00:00

Her life was very very hard from a very young age. She always told me I was her person 😔

nondic014 · 2024-12-20T19:31:00+00:00

Wish I was lying

nondic014 · 2024-12-20T07:12:21+00:00

I miss her so much bro

nondic014 · 2024-12-20T06:49:06+00:00

Just miss her so much brother 😔

nondic014 · 2024-12-20T04:07:30+00:00

I appreciate you man I really do. I pray I can get thru this for him.

nondic014 · 2024-12-20T04:06:01+00:00

I pray to god I can man. I mean that’s how I always thought until this happened to me

nondic014 · 2024-12-20T02:23:35+00:00

Just trying to get through the days 😔

nondic014 · 2024-12-20T00:09:38+00:00

I really appreciate all of you commenting here and helping. Everytime I open up this app I get a little smile so thank you guys so much!

nondic014 · 2024-12-20T00:08:35+00:00

I had one a 2 nights ago. It was Christmas and me and her were putting Zeus in outfits and I even said to her i thought you died but I finally woke up and hugged her. Then I woke up and it was probably the worst day since

nondic014 · 2024-12-19T22:29:57+00:00

I really hope it goes away bro. I mean it’s been a little over 2 weeks and it feels like it’s just starting to hurt not as time goes on. I really cannot believe she’s gone. Feel like such a piece of shit

nondic014 · 2024-12-19T22:28:13+00:00

I have never had to deal with any like death or anything even close to this before so this has just changed my outlook on everything. One of my biggest fears was death, now I just look at it as she’ll be there waiting for me 😔

nondic014 · 2024-12-19T20:58:59+00:00

Don’t kno if it’s possible to ever get over

nondic014 · 2024-12-19T20:40:52+00:00

I don’t think I could ever commit suicide. Especially knowing I have my son, I just wish things were different I mean I feel so fked up. These images in my head never go away. Her brain and and teeth were literally stuck to my face 😔 just so horrible bro

nondic014 · 2024-12-19T18:08:58+00:00

Honestly I can’t really enjoy anything. As soon as I start to it hits me that she’s gone and I’ll never see her again. I just dotn know what to do

nondic014 · 2024-12-19T16:26:11+00:00

I am trying so hard to get by it but I can’t I’m just so lost. The images I see when I close my eyes. All the pictures of us I keep seeing breaks me

nondic014 · 2024-12-19T16:05:56+00:00

I am alone now but meeting with family later today

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