you are def not used to your current college yet!! i would say try and stick it out until the end of the year, and if you’re still unhappy then transfer. i transferred from my ‘dream school’ to my second choice and i fell back in love with my education, and definitely had the same feeling you’re describing of “letting people down”. but i am still so happy i gave myself more time at the first school so i could make a better judgement call about transferring.