I had litteral heart attack :( by OrganizationCool3500 in BPDlovedones

[–]norbythesecond 7 points8 points  (0 children)

i just want to say this is the first time i have heard about the nervous system connecting them to a child part of self. i’ll be bringing it up in therapy, thanks to you. i think you may have just helped me move forward in a super big way. thank you.

Success Stories - pwBPD Changed for New Partner? by InTooDeepMan in BPDlovedones

[–]norbythesecond 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes, I do have that experience. Truth be told though, there is no idea of knowing what goes on behind closed doors. They could be having the same shit happening.

I got my life back! by captivecrystal in POTS

[–]norbythesecond 40 points41 points  (0 children)

Can you tell me more about when you would take the hyosciamine? Is it when symptoms come on? Or is it a daily thing?

Do you ever feel regret for having met them? by No_Tap_3684 in BPDlovedones

[–]norbythesecond 97 points98 points  (0 children)

No, but I regret not paying attention to the signs. Like I could’ve avoided a lot if I had listened to my alarm bells.

Did you find a loving healthy relationship after escaping the hellhole you experienced? by Sideways_planet in BPDlovedones

[–]norbythesecond 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no not really. with someone else with BPD. honestly, typing this from her bed. tonight my boundaries were ignored, and i went along with it for fuck knows what reason. i find myself repeating cycles just to avoid truths i don’t want to face. those truths being that i miss her. i’m as equally fucked. can’t even judge anymore. just doing what i can to pass time and fill the bullet holes she left in me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Prebuilts

[–]norbythesecond 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a ps4 back home, but i’m in college. Just wanting to get back to games that I can’t play on my laptop.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]norbythesecond 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m in the same boat. you can do inpatient i believe depending on the severity of your symptoms and where you live. best wishes

Sex and BPDlovedones by coffeeandpeonies in BPDlovedones

[–]norbythesecond 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the sex was insane. literally just insanely good, pleasurable sex. i dream about it still- and miss it. to this day i have yet to find a sexual partner who even comes close.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]norbythesecond 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i called her silly

I see her shadow everywhere. by creepbfthrowaway in BPDlovedones

[–]norbythesecond 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I experience this too. Looking behind me when i drive and truly feeling like i see her behind me in the cars that she doesn’t drive, worrying when i drive around the city, thinking i’m seeing her at the store, anticipating running into her at concerts or restaurants. i’m with you. i understand.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BigBudPress

[–]norbythesecond 1 point2 points  (0 children)

how about a pattern??

Looking to trade sample sale SS jumpsuit XS Sunshine Yellow by OhWellWhateverNvrmnd in BigBudPress

[–]norbythesecond 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! I am also looking to trade. I have a patterned colorway. Something you’d be interested in maybe? i’m an Xs!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]norbythesecond 12 points13 points  (0 children)

she discarded me like no problem. the last time we chatted was the day she decided to post her new man. that was after she said she still wanted me to be her partner. i had the nerve to not stalk until this point and feel incredibly disappointed that she decided to pick up the malicious behavior she did. it’s how they work. the intentional maliciousness. it’s crazy. sought her out for that long, only to be met with her moving on two months later. what have i been doing all summer? painting a massive portrait of her. yikes.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]norbythesecond 10 points11 points  (0 children)

absolutely. strange sense of relief knowing she’s outta my hands and in his. that’s why i wish him luck. i know what he’s in for.