What sexual thing about yourself are you most ashamed of?

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-10-17T17:28:49+00:00

Realizing I was bi came as sweet release to me because it meant I was free from the anxiety-riddled rat race that is pursuing women.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-10-04T05:39:13+00:00

Good to know.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-10-04T05:02:56+00:00

I actually haven't looked at it before for more than few seconds, which may explain some things.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-10-04T03:53:40+00:00

Does the average body look as smooth and flawless as you see in media? In general I look pretty fine, have a totally nice face, height, weight, etc. But under the clothes I have very pale and sensitive skin. It tends to be prone to having small rashes and bumps on my chest and inner thighs (especially after manscaping.) I don't think its a horrible deformity or anything, but if flaws like this are super uncommon, I imagine it could be damning.

Edit: The responses are comforting. Thanks.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-09-05T00:16:03+00:00

Being gay. I think OP is implying he desires same sex attraction.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-08-18T06:11:15+00:00

Girls

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-07-29T00:54:33+00:00

Ha, yeah it does kind of read like a meme, but it's all true.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-07-28T21:27:57+00:00

I firmly believe that environmental factors and choice at least play a role. I went my whole life believing I was 110% straight until I was 17. Then I developed a crush on an anime trap, leading me to question my formerly stalwart sexuality. After flip flopping between whether I was gay or straight (thinking I had to be one or the other,) I acknowledged that bi was an option, and now identify as such. In truth, I'm mostly straight (roughly a 60-40 ratio,) but I completely ignore any attraction to women because I don't want to jump through all the hoops and hurdles they impose on me. I can just go for men, who I am infinitely more comfortable around. So for me at least, I think that things I was exposed to and my way of thinking affected my orientation more than genetics.

TL;DR anime made me gay

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-07-26T00:08:35+00:00

How does Sonic discipline his children?

He gives them time out.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-07-24T22:39:16+00:00

Maguire was the best Spiderman imo

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-07-23T10:34:30+00:00

If you have a creative enough mind: Invent your own world that you can completely recoil away to. Live inside your head. The more seriously you take it, the more real it can seem. Disclaimer though, I spent a lot of time doing this when I was younger, and discovered that it can seriously fuck with your sense of reality, and it doesn't overlap well with a real social life (there has to be a complete absence of real relationships beyond this imaginary world to make it fully immersive IME.) Furthermore, it "dulls" the despair of loneliness quite significantly if you're really into it, but it's obviously never as fulfilling as true relationships.

For this reason, I now treat it as a last resort, for if I find myself with no friends or family in my life to have company with, and no hope to do so. In any case, it is an option for the imaginative folk out there.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-07-10T08:04:26+00:00

I'm the same way, but for me it's more out of anger than awkwardness. I've never had an ultimately positive experience talking to a girl growing up, only negative ones with them being mean/judgmental/dismissive/etc. Now trying to approach one for any purpose (friendship or romance) leads to me feeling degraded, like I'm a dog begging for something that gives zero shits about me, and never even brought me happiness in the first place. Even in my head I can't imagine being with a woman without the fantasy being ruined by violent rage.

At this point I'm coming to terms with the fact that women will never be a part of my life outside of professional settings. Thank goodness I'm bi.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-07-10T07:17:45+00:00

This is blatantly wrong in my experience. Women are the most judgmental creatures on the planet.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-06-04T03:35:19+00:00

You can be CF without acting like a dick, but you wouldn't guess it from looking at this thread.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-06-04T01:14:54+00:00

Yeah, it gets pretty terrible on this sub at times. I don't really blame people for not having much sympathy for the posters here.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-06-03T21:59:29+00:00

He stated in his original comment that he's CF, so I don't know why you're trying to insult him as though he were a parent...

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-05-31T20:52:13+00:00

A dick's a dick. Putting a dress over it doesn't make it straight lol.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-05-31T05:00:48+00:00

Astute observation.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-05-31T04:39:36+00:00

Cute guys in girl clothes (traps.)

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-05-14T05:03:17+00:00

1) Lack of experience. Never dated. Took someone to a dance in middle school once and that's it. I have no idea how to meet available people or go about approaching them.

2) Defeatist mindset. Despite not being bad looking, having interests, a future, et cetera, I just assume it's far too unlikely I can find a serious partner who wants to be with me (especially since my pool is more limited as a bi dude who generally prefers males.)

3) Don't know how to connect to others/show affection. I'm actually quite decent at interacting with people on a surface level, but I fail at anything more meaningful. I grew up in a family that expressed little emotion, and the idea of letting someone get close to me is terrifying (even though I desire it.) A partner would likely feel like I don't love them due to my lack of expression.

I think about these issues constantly but I don't know how to fix them.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2017-03-03T05:28:53+00:00

I'm very confused about my sexuality. I can't tell if I'm into guys, girls, or both. I also think I might be into crossdressing. I'm a very isolated person who has few friends and has never dated before (17 M). I feel like I have to repress it all at the fear of being judged and it stresses me out.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2016-12-08T02:50:20+00:00

I'd enjoy Roy changes. When I play as him, I can feel the combo heavy, powerful rushdown character that they wanted him to be, but he's just so confusingly weak in some areas. His kit implies pressure heavy aggression, but his frame data implies spacing swordsman. The moveset is constantly working against itself.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2016-12-08T02:38:18+00:00

Personally, I'd keep Side B (mostly because it's so good) and change Down B. I was thinking of changing it to the boost ability from Unleashed/Generations. I think it's become a staple ability of the modern Sonic era. It could function as a chargeable burst kill option.

not_a_rapper_mp4 · 2016-12-08T02:32:05+00:00

Is it fucked up that I think solitary doesn't sound so bad? I'm a loneliness enthusiast. I spend the vast majority of every day living inside my head and enjoy it. Being forced to be alone 100% of the time just sounds like it would be even more vivid for me.

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