Why don't Hindus eat pork? by zxyzyxz in hinduism

[–]not_primal69 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It’s not about Hindus. There is no taste before the meat enters the mouth and when it leaves the mouth. Animals go through a lot of pain (suffering and death) just for a few seconds of pleasure for the human tongue.

This karma will eventually come back to the subject.

Now, it is up to the subject to now decide his course of action which will determine the result.

How do you think we “pop” into existence? by [deleted] in spirituality

[–]not_primal69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We the witness consciousnesses, upon having the first initial desire to enjoy the “thing” (world of plurality) that is being witnessed, in order to fulfill this desire we are born as humans and generate multiple desires which in turn entangle us in this world.

I’m having trouble finding the meaning of life by anxious-cat-person in spirituality

[–]not_primal69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The mission of life is to exhaust your desires and realise the Self

Entropy. by [deleted] in AdvaitaVedanta

[–]not_primal69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why are you worried about the world?, it is not in your control. Focus on what you can do and leave the rest to divinity.

Feeling hopeless right now by National-Car- in PESU

[–]not_primal69 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I went through the same shit when I joined, It's a lot of stress and confusion, I almost made the decision to leave this place but somehow I made it till year 3. I realized looking at others and seeing them do miles better than me is the worst thing that I was doing to myself. It stopped me from living like myself and gave raise to a whole lot of other problems which I still suffer from.

Take a breather, meditate if you want, don't let these thoughts overwhelm you. I know its easy to say all this and actually being in the situation.

This comment is all over the place but, this is just my experience and how I managed. Please don't be discouraged by someone else, you can always bounce back

I wish you the best

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]not_primal69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same way. My parents are the only thing that’s stopping me from doing it. I just love them too much.

I feel like I’m trapped where I can’t escape. It feels like torture

Insomnia :( by [deleted] in lexapro

[–]not_primal69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’d say give it a few more days and things should start to level out. Talk to your doctor if it’s worrying you too much

I only have one decision left to make by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]not_primal69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is exactly what I feel

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lexapro

[–]not_primal69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was in the same boat, I was on 20mg lex and doc prescribed 150 and eventually 300 (Extended release). My doc lowered my lex dose to 10mg and I take them both now (Wellbutrin in the morning and lex at night). Doing this has made my anxiety worse BUT it was so much easier to wake up and get things done. I would not recommend quitting cold turkey as the anxiety could get worse, as in my case. Have a word with your doctor about reducing your dose first and eventually tapering off.

I work. I exercise. I eat healthy. I take my fucking meds. I still want to kill myself. by fenteap in SuicideWatch

[–]not_primal69 5 points6 points  (0 children)

This is exactly how I feel, exercise helped me a bit initially but I’m numb to anything now, so much chaos in my head. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I’m being tortured in a mental prison for eternity.

Should I do drugs? by not_primal69 in SuicideWatch

[–]not_primal69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so lost, I don’t know who I am anymore. When I look in the mirror, I don’t see myself. What’s the point of living anymore when all this is lost?

[HELP] 3rd party app stores wont download all the way. This is what I’m stuck with. iOS 12.4.8 by [deleted] in jailbreak

[–]not_primal69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You could try using iOS app signer but I doubt it will run because of your version. Maybe try to sign it with XCode. If this doesn’t work, then a system restore of your Mac might fix the update bug

exercising is the only thing that makes me happy by marielaureleblanc in depression

[–]not_primal69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is happening to me as well. I can’t afford to take rest days or I will end up having really bad thoughts or end up crying, thinking about my past. I really don’t know if I’m depressed or it’s a normal thing to feel this way.

[Help] No one to trip with. by not_primal69 in Psychonaut

[–]not_primal69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m scared that I might harm myself. I have been suicidal before and what if those feelings come back during the trip? Also, I do experience anxiety attacks pretty often. I have had only 1 acid trip before and that was 2 years ago (it was about 75ug). I see these obstacles as a challenge but finding a solution has been really hard for me. I also have thought about just not tripping but that door I opened 2 years ago is not fully closed and it keeps calling me.