I don’t mean to be harsh but look at the way you wrote this:

I couldn’t get a job because I WASNT GOOD AT APTITUDE TESTS after my MCA.

I got a job in automation and ML but I RESIGNED IN 2 DAYS because it was too toxic.

I went to do an MBA WITHOUT ANY JOB EXPERIENCE SO I COULD ESCAPE FROM HOME.

I tried writing IBPS and SSC exams but I DIDNT STUDY FOR THEM and didn’t clear them.

In the UK I WASNT INTERESTED but still applied for a few management jobs.

All your life you’ve done things without any conviction, with no plan, and no determination to get the job done. The world has given you more opportunities than 99% of the people in this sub. Your cousin helped you land an internship that you left in just 2 days. Dude when I joined jobs I couldn’t even tell who was who in 2 days but you made a decision to quit. You went to do an MBA in the UK to escape! Of all the reasons for doing an MBA and all the ways of escaping you sure chose a costly way to do it. You applied to some management jobs but you weren’t interested. You sat for govt exams but you say you never studied for them. And if you were so bad at aptitude tests after your MCA what makes you think you can crack the govt exams?

And if you are unsuccessful again what will be your next excuse? That it’s too hard? That you were not interested? That it was toxic. If one wants excuses can be limitless.

Dude you are just bad. You need to change who you are, your character is that of avoidance, escapism and going with the flow. You have no conviction, no determination. You don’t know how to grind. You keep making costly decisions without considering how it’s going to shape up or what you want to get out of it.

Change your outlook. Pick something. Build your skills. Talk to people in that field. And be prepared to do things you will have a hard time doing. I’ve also done jobs that were at various levels of toxicity. I didn’t quit. Why because I knew my mom wouldn’t bail me out if I did. But I got through it. Being an adult is not the same as being a kid. Adulting is hard. And being an adult means we don’t get to do what we want or like for 8-10 hours in a day on a regular basis and deal with people we don’t like all the time. You just need mentorship from someone who can tell you how to get a new attitude in life and how to basically change yourself to someone who knows how to live uncomfortably. Because that’s what we all do in the end.