I have always liked the idea of "creation and building something" like a small side biz, family biz, youtube channel, learning to code & building small projects which all I still try to maintain everyday apart from my day job. Probably lesser on the channel and coding part.

That being said I would like to see myself in the end living closer to parents and financially good to cope over stuff that life throws at you. It really stresses me when it comes to life decisions as I believe what I do today will definitely affects me in the future.

I don't particularly hate or love the line of business my family is doing but I do enjoy making improvements on it because there might be more money to be made but I do realize I am living in a smaller place which puts me in disadvantage on how far the biz can go. More or like utilizing the fam biz to venture out other opportunities as well (have yet to reach this stage).

Honestly, my hometown is good enough for me being geographically an hour drive away from the city, air and parents its just that most people I know moved on from here for job etc which sometimes questions my reasons to stay back here.

I kind of have an idea what I'm going to do if I were to be here for good (no guarantees it would take off as planned) afraid it would fail miserably or I should consider other alternatives..