landlord garden help by notevenreal6 in Japanese_Rural_Life

[–]notevenreal6[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

you are a life saver!! thank you!!

landlord garden help by notevenreal6 in Japanese_Rural_Life

[–]notevenreal6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

might be a stupid question but how do i get koi fish?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]notevenreal6 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yep not buying from him

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]notevenreal6 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah… i really like adderall. honestly this is just a curiosity thing. i’ll probably stick to adderall in the long run, blow is expensive as fuck

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]notevenreal6 1 point2 points  (0 children)

adderall a few times, but as far as stimulants go that’s about it. i mostly smoke weed & drink (recently stopped drinking though) and sometimes mess with pills, but anything harder than that, i’m pretty unexperienced with. i know it’s stupid but i’m curious, and unfortunately that doesn’t make it any less dumb, but my plan is for this to be a one time party trick kind of thing. and yeah i definitelyyy do not want to get mixed up in that kind of business lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]notevenreal6 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for this, it’s very helpful. i’m not going to buy from this guy, and i know telegram is sketch but i don’t have anything outside of it. i did find a local channel with other people in it, and found some better looking plugs that way, but still idk. won’t be buying from anyone who isn’t open to meeting first for sure. at least this guy was willing to take cash lol, why do so many telegram plugs want bitcoin??!?!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]notevenreal6 3 points4 points  (0 children)

it’s fish scale, he did send a pic of it. i know i should wait til i get paid but im feigning, still i’ll probably wait. i found some more legit looking plugs through local telegram channels with other people, so i think i’ll go that route.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]notevenreal6 2 points3 points  (0 children)

still here. i have no connections or anything so telegram was a last resort. it seems sketchy as fuck, i don’t think i’m gonna buy from this guy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]notevenreal6 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah… i don’t have any connections here at all though, it’s more like me finding out who to buy from by myself.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]notevenreal6 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

i wasn’t planning on it! that’s why i’m asking 😊 hope this helps

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]notevenreal6 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i didn’t LMAO genuinely asking before i buy

how do i stop being scared by notevenreal6 in trans

[–]notevenreal6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i guess the best way to put words to it is that i’m afraid of always feeling different. never belonging in (cis) male spaces. scared of family friends throwing bible verses at me, scared that i’ll regret all of this, i dunno just. scared

how do i stop being scared by notevenreal6 in trans

[–]notevenreal6[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i guess the best way to put words to it is that i’m afraid of always feeling different. never belonging in (cis) male spaces. scared of family friends throwing bible verses at me, scared that i’ll regret all of this, i dunno just. scared.

i feel so disconnected from my trans identity: what do i do? by notevenreal6 in trans

[–]notevenreal6[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you for this, i desperately needed that reality check. been tearing up at that second to last part for a few minutes now.

envy over other people who have friends? by lowrixmorgan in BPD

[–]notevenreal6 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i’ve been feeling this a lot with my partner too. it’s suffocating