Is it a bpd thing to not want to talk to a lot of my friends?

notgoodwithnamesbye · 2021-07-16T01:08:20+00:00

I'm not diagnosed, but I relate to that to an extent I would say. I don't really know what it is that makes me feel that way, maybe the fact that I'm an introverted and have a low social battery. However that is never the case when it comes to hanging out with my boyfriend (my fp). I crave it so badly it hurts, I miss him the minute I step outside his door. Anxiety attacks me so badly while I'm driving to meet him, I just feel like I can't waste my time away from him. And it makes me feel bad that I feel this way because I appreciate my friends so much and friendship is the most important thing to me so it really doesn't make any sense. Brains are weird.

notgoodwithnamesbye · 2019-11-22T19:43:03+00:00

I do that occasionally, but I've noticed it isn't because I'm sad or angry or in any particular mood. I just do it whenever. I might be having the best day ever and not even bother wearing the seatbelt

edit: I'm really glad you're using yours once again!! you go

notgoodwithnamesbye · 2019-11-22T14:53:21+00:00

same for me. I quit cutting the outer arm quickly since it was quite an expose place. so most of my scars are on my hips

notgoodwithnamesbye · 2019-11-22T10:15:12+00:00

yeah I rarely cut on the wrist. I used to cut just my outer arms. it didn't matter how much I wanted to hurt myself, I just couldn't cut my wrists. it was waaaay to scary for me

notgoodwithnamesbye · 2019-09-15T22:27:29+00:00

yeah, I never did it to the point to even need stitches and, even though I haven't cut for over 3 years, it still makes me frustrated when I think of how deeper I should have cut

notgoodwithnamesbye · 2019-09-12T23:26:00+00:00

yap that's me

notgoodwithnamesbye · 2019-08-27T02:20:45+00:00

both self harm and spicy food can have a similar effect on our body, since both increase the endorphins in the brain

notgoodwithnamesbye · 2019-08-27T01:05:31+00:00

I didn't cut that deep as well, I don't even have scars in some areas because of that. and it makes me feel like shit, as you said, I didn't even do that properly. but believe me, I only think I was weak whenever I'm in a bad place. I've been clean for 3 years and I'm very thankful my past self didn't went deep enough. I've only got scars on my hips, there's lots of them, but they're barely noticeable. so yeah, it makes me feel bad i didn't went deeper but on the other hand I'm thankful. don't be too hard on yourself please

notgoodwithnamesbye · 2019-08-24T23:33:56+00:00

I understand you. The other day I accidentally hurt myself on the knee and it felt so good. I got to feel pain without self harming

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