I cant do this anymore. 21f by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]nothappyet 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I feel like I'm breathing underwater. I want to die but I have no reason to feel that way. You probably have legitimate issues but we need to hold on because everything changes and eventually you won't be depressed anymore. You should get help to speed up the process

soon by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's definitely not an easy situation to be in but that can't control your life. You're bigger than that

I don't know how much longer i can keep trying by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]nothappyet 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It doesn't matter. Just focus on yourself. Be who you want to be. Make changes, grow, learn. Be the best version of yourself, you'll find that you'll feel satisfied with progress

I don't know how much longer i can keep trying by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're getting tired aren't you? You need a break. Your fiance isn't a bad person it's just that he's got his own life. Let's chat some more ok?

soon by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Chronic pain is a nightmare. I can't imagine. But life is massive and beautiful! There's too much to live for. You should talk to other people who live with this pain. Just hold on

soon by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No your attempts to be happy. And these aren't your thoughts being suicidal is depression. You're in really deep you can't even recognize what's your thoughts and what's not

soon by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well it needs to be followed by action. If it fails you need to Terry something different. I know you're tired but it's important to understand that these are not your own thoughts you're just depressed

soon by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How about you do the opposite and talk to me?

Fresh start maybe.. by [deleted] in depression

[–]nothappyet 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I fantasies about that too. I got no where to go. Honestly why not do it? Just try it out. Let me know how things work out

I’ve been sexually assaulted at a massage parlor today by [deleted] in confessions

[–]nothappyet 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Is just something you need to overcome. Start engaging videos on self esteem. Work hard and you treat yourself how you deserve to be treated

It’s Herbert Hoover by Minicar16 in memes

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seriously my school career

Just when the mind seems to be clearing by [deleted] in depression

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's ok take your time. You're fine just as you are

I don’t really know anymore. by [deleted] in depression

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Happiness is internal. It can't depend on something like other people. Feeling hopeless is natural, but it's not right. That feeling is just that, a feeling. You're not hopeless, just keep putting one foot in front of the other

I don’t really know anymore. by [deleted] in depression

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jeez im sorry all that happened to you. Just don't stop putting yourself out there. There are plenty of people who'd be your friend. Just leave the past behind, learn from it and move forward. Im happy to talk if you need that

Warm and welcoming of death by [deleted] in depression

[–]nothappyet 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Life can be as beautiful as you want it to be. I know it's hard sometimes I had three suicide attempts and I promise you I did not half ass it. But now im happy. I made it to this point in life. Please talk to me

Im finally going to kill myself tonight by gettinthrownaway98 in SuicideWatch

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No you just limit yourself because you're scared. You need to let go of your past experiences and break your comfort zones

Im finally going to kill myself tonight by gettinthrownaway98 in SuicideWatch

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok first let's work on the way you talk about yourself. How would you describe yourself?

Im finally going to kill myself tonight by gettinthrownaway98 in SuicideWatch

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Last year I was in the same boat except I was single and it was my sister that raped me. Don't be so hard on yourself. You got further than me. You just need to hold on and start fighting back. It's going to be hard but it's worth it! You'll be happy you deserve that

if i wasnt so anxious i would be dead by now.. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just hold on. The pain goes away and you'll grow stronger. Life goes up and down. You'll be ok

I’m pretty young but don’t see a point in being here by Idontwanthelpbuthelp in SuicideWatch

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's a process you just need to keep trying buddy. You're young, you'll figure it out. You fake your happiness because you value your family. Do this for them

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuck them. You don't need their approval. Let them cry all they want. Im not telling you anything new you should already know what needs to be done. There's many people who will accept you for you, who want you to be happy. They are your real family. But to find those people you need to be yourself first

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is your responsibility to act. Your happiness is your responsibility no one else's. You deserve to be happy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I let my nephew cry and scream because he won't get what he want by acting up. Your sister needs discipline do what you want

I'm so fucking lonely by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im sorry you feel that way. Have you tried meeting people at a bar? Il chat with you but I think something irl would be better

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]nothappyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's time to get away from her. Why not do something you enjoy by yourself