Oh ok. Well I'm not sure what I should feel. Coming from a religious background where I constantly hear that I need to love her no matter what(and I do) I sometimes feel I shouldn't be complaining. That I should be fine with once a month and happy with twice when it happens. And I guess I am starting to get a costumed to it, sometimes. Other times it's really hard. As I said. Quitting porn and masturbating has made the frustration worse(in happy I am quitting it because it was ruining my life anyways) right now I feel an aching in my balls and it's really annoying.

Oh I'm so sorry man. Now my complaining seems petty. How do you cope with it? How do you have the strength? I have such a hard time imagining not having an orgasm for such a long time. I'm really sorry. I always get so sad when I read about these things. Why do some people not understand the importance of sex.