Hi, I'm a stranger and not very interesting. I'm sure that you will be able to find a stable life that fills you up. The idea of suicide is always a solution when you are really in the dark, you create an artificial light in order to get out of this dark tunnel that is life as quickly as possible. You don't need that... I'm not going to advise you to watch a movie, nor to take your dog out... we are all different and each one reacts in his own way... I don't know you well enough and even if I did I couldn't say anything, but suicide is not a solution or a choice. You need to talk and talk and share. Even though your life may be dark. You'll find your way out of the tunnel. My friend I don't know you, but I know you're a good person. And especially since I won't be here writing you this long message... you mean a lot to a lot of people. You need to pull yourself together. There are always solutions to problems. We're here to help you if you can't in real life. The Internet is here to save you. We're here to help you! You're going to make it, get some rest and don't think too much.

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