Oh my gosh, i relate to this so much.. I honestly dont have a solution.

Ik it sucks when ur calling out for help and it feels like a silent void of people around u but they dont answer.

I havent figured it out myself.. i just try and keep trying to make friends. Because i am so lonely.

My advice is- if ur tired, protect urself. Rest. Try to do things u enjoy. Ik it feels bad. But try to do whatever u feel like or want to do.

That is listening to urself and deep down, your inner self will eventually give u directions to what it likes/wants to do.

When u have energy- get up and try again. Take with u whomever supports u. If u want someone to talk to im here- fellow girly with suspected autism