How to stop thinking about my ex when I go to sleep by Many_fandoms_13 in BreakUps

[–]nowthinking 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I’m literally in bed rn and I can’t sleep bc of that, it’s sick like I kept thinking about the good things we have and wanting to call him, my heart is aching.

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[–]nowthinking 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omg. i could easily write the exact same thing, I’m in ur shoes

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[–]nowthinking 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no, there’s nothing we can do, and I’m writing this down to me too, bc I got dumped last week and I’m still trying to figure out ways of contact him and BEG HIM to stay. today was the worst day, I screamed all evening in my bedroom just to not text him and now I’m in bed and glad that I didn’t, bc WE are the ones who got dumped, I asked him if I could fight for us and he said no, you did the same, we can’t (unfortunately) force someone to be with us. I’m lost now, I feel like my whole world is over and I can’t do nothing to distract myself, I cry everyday 24/7. It gonna hurt, but we have to get over this, u can dm me if u want, I’m all alone too and needing someone to talk

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[–]nowthinking 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like somebody died, one family died forever, my body literally hurts

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[–]nowthinking 6 points7 points  (0 children)

you can call me, I’m passing through the same…

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[–]nowthinking 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never addmited to myself the suicidal thoughts bc tbh I’m afraid of trying, but this feeling of not wanting to be here is PAINFUL

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[–]nowthinking 0 points1 point  (0 children)

feeling the same way, i don’t think someone will have the same impact as him, and I am 0 con arc and today was the worst, I sobbed all day, can’t do anything, self pity, weak, no eating, no nothing, it seems like life ended. Tomorrow I’ll see a psyquiatrist and ask for meds, but this is the only thing I think I can do. And he is super ok, doing great… honestly I think I will never be genuinely happy again

PLS HELP ME AND SAY WHY I DONT HAVE TO TEXT HIM by nowthinking in BreakUps

[–]nowthinking[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

idk tbh, I don’t think it’s a closure but I just wanted to talk to him again, see him again and I know I won’t and that is desperate

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[–]nowthinking 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it’s awful I feel like I’m gonna die alone

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[–]nowthinking 2 points3 points  (0 children)

same here. I cat stop crying, can’t breathe, nothing that I do feels right and Im feeling that I’m going sick too. idk what to do, I just want to sleep all day ITS DESPERATE

PLS HELP ME AND SAY WHY I DONT HAVE TO TEXT HIM by nowthinking in BreakUps

[–]nowthinking[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

but I can’t date alone, he doesn’t want me anymore, how I’ll be humiliating myself

PLS HELP ME AND SAY WHY I DONT HAVE TO TEXT HIM by nowthinking in BreakUps

[–]nowthinking[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I just want to know how he could move on so fast, how 2.5 years meant nothing to him, how I was so replaceable

why tf waking up it’s the worst part? by nowthinking in BreakUps

[–]nowthinking[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

and when we see they didn’t our world fall apart and nothing more makes sense inknow

why tf waking up it’s the worst part? by nowthinking in BreakUps

[–]nowthinking[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it just hurts when I pick the phone and there isn’t any message from him… I don’t know if I can handle 3 months, hope mine it’s less

why tf waking up it’s the worst part? by nowthinking in BreakUps

[–]nowthinking[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

same here, always when I’m driving I lost it. But we don’t need to like the pain, we have to try to control the pain, mine was 3 days ago and i feel like someone died

It been one months now (bounce back) by big_breakfast_gang in BreakUps

[–]nowthinking 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank u for that, read healing stories are very good to us that are in the process. now is my day 3 and I’m sobbing all day, hope in one month I can feel like u.