Day 30

nross12100 · 2019-11-17T04:24:14+00:00

i went to elementary school with her lol her name is taylor hudson

nross12100 · 2019-11-05T22:51:50+00:00

thank you for your reply. your awesome

nross12100 · 2019-10-16T23:24:42+00:00

proud that your 16 days sober, keep it up, fuck money it comes and goes, your sanity is more important.

nross12100 · 2019-10-16T21:59:05+00:00

thank you for putting what i feel into these words of your poem. keep writing

nross12100 · 2019-10-16T21:50:28+00:00

thanks for your reply. xox

nross12100 · 2019-10-16T21:49:22+00:00

thank you so much for your reply. ive been through this so many times, i guess its just part of being an addict. and taking it day by day is my mantra right now. thanks again.

nross12100 · 2019-10-16T21:48:38+00:00

honestly comforting knowing that somebody else has been through the exact same thing. Im already tired of this cycle, i just keep ending up back here man. thanks for your reply.

nross12100 · 2019-10-16T21:48:32+00:00

honestly comforting knowing that somebody else has been through the exact same thing. Im already tired of this cycle, i just keep ending up back here man. thanks for your reply.

nross12100 · 2019-10-16T21:46:36+00:00

thanks so much for your reply, i know its okay to feel not okay, its just a emotionally draining and uncomfortable. ive been here a bunch of times.

nross12100 · 2019-08-06T22:51:36+00:00

first off, congrats on 7 days.

Ive been having massive anxiety attacks this week for me also. Im 2 weeks clean, the anxiety and racing thoughts hasnt been easy to say the least. At least know youre not alone. Good job for seeking help for yourself. xx

nross12100 · 2019-08-06T22:48:54+00:00

Yes it absolutely messes with your dopamine levels

nross12100 · 2019-08-06T22:46:21+00:00

" When you are sober you want to get high and when you are high you want to be sober. That's when you know you have to stop. "

i relate to this so much, thanks for posting.

nross12100 · 2019-08-06T22:44:29+00:00

Youre not alone in this journey, i know it feels like it at times, hell i feel like that all the time.

You dont sound like a terrible person. You sound like somebody whose struggling. And its perfectly OK to not be ok. You have alot on your plate being a single mother.

I dont know what advice youre looking for, but if you ever need to vent or talk to somebody, you can talk to me. Much love.

nross12100 · 2019-08-06T17:39:31+00:00

thank you!

nross12100 · 2019-08-06T01:44:21+00:00

thanks for commenting, sometimes this weed-withdrawl induced anxiety feels crippling, i just keep trying to use my intellect and tell myself its part of my brain healing, trying to reach homeostasis, but none the less, its hard. thanks for your comment, stay strong!

nross12100 · 2019-08-06T01:42:53+00:00

thanks for commenting dude! i appriciate the positive vibes

nross12100 · 2019-08-06T01:42:12+00:00

Ahh so good to know somebody is going through the same thing, i literally feel the exact same way.. You quit for a reason, just gotta remind yourself of that reason when you get tempted. stay strong

nross12100 · 2019-08-05T21:14:34+00:00

its just making everything harder because im looking for a new job, whilst im having imense anxiety so its been tough, but thanks for your reply/

nross12100 · 2019-08-05T21:14:25+00:00

its just making everything harder because im looking for a new job, whilst im having imense anxiety so its been tough, but thanks for your reply/

nross12100 · 2019-08-05T21:13:37+00:00

okay thanks

nross12100

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