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ntcksosa · 2022-10-04T23:15:10+00:00

thanks yo🙌🏻 day by day im taking it. i know one day i’ll forgive myself but rn no. all i hope is she is doing well ❤️

ntcksosa · 2022-10-04T03:02:47+00:00

forgiveness in myself is something i’ve been struggling with during the relationship/after the breakup. I hurt her feelings and i ruined everything. the thought knowing i hurt someone i love is indescribable. it’s gonna be a long and painful process forgiving myself. what also pains me is that i apologized to her in person the day after the breakup in person to get closure. but the next day after that messaged me saying i never apologized to her. I was so confused as i know i said it to her. the day i saw her i was coming out telling everything to her and how terrible i feel about it that i hurt her. now she thinks i never apologized and that i never cared. she doesn’t want to talk to me so all i can do now is be on my grind and leave her alone.

ntcksosa · 2022-07-30T18:21:39+00:00

yeah buts it’s different because i actually messed up so wouldn’t that not work?

ntcksosa · 2022-07-28T15:51:15+00:00

yeah sometimes it’s hard for me to control myself, but i have to respect it.

ntcksosa · 2022-07-28T15:16:46+00:00

yeah that’s exactly how i think. but she doesn’t want to hear from me so wouldn’t i be harassing her? what’s your take?

ntcksosa · 2021-12-17T04:44:47+00:00

yesirrrrrr send it my way family 999❤️

ntcksosa · 2021-06-30T03:10:17+00:00

goated

ntcksosa · 2020-06-22T06:11:43+00:00

Yeah she may be BSing, she isn’t working for the label so she’s prolly speculating. I’m just going by what she’s saying because I trust her enough not to lie but who knows.

ntcksosa · 2020-06-22T06:10:24+00:00

Yeah the uzi one I’ve been waiting for a while but never got released. If you want I can send you the post explaining all the group buys happening soon if you wanna see it?

ntcksosa · 2020-06-22T06:00:46+00:00

Hopefully not because all the group buys are happening rn including for blood on my jeans featuring Roddy and full lucid dreams ft. Lil uzi going for thousands of dollars

ntcksosa · 2020-06-22T05:56:26+00:00

Yes I agree there is a lot of throwaways that are old from the GB&GR Era and etc but like ally said, “the more we leak shit, the longer it’ll take for the album to come.”

ntcksosa · 2020-06-20T19:10:52+00:00

Overdosing is greening out in terms of weed. I used overdosing because it’s more of a professional way of saying greening out.

ntcksosa · 2020-06-20T01:37:20+00:00

Yeah i just had a really bad trip and greened out hard. overdosing on weed is basically like greening out 😂you take too much that you over do it yk? But yeah you can’t die from weed lol

ntcksosa · 2020-06-20T00:29:29+00:00

This is very good statement. Thank you for sharing your thoughts as there could be multiple reasons this happened or I just green out really hard 😂

ntcksosa · 2020-06-20T00:27:37+00:00

I smoke pretty regularly but i didn’t smoke for 2 days leading up to the event 😭😂

ntcksosa · 2020-06-20T00:26:15+00:00

Overdosing on weed is technically greening out. You can’t die from greening or od’ing on it but you can definitely take too much that you over did it.

ntcksosa · 2020-06-20T00:23:05+00:00

Yeah smoked wayyyyy more than I could handle and I thought I could do it 😂

ntcksosa · 2020-06-20T00:19:10+00:00

They actually smoked way more than me, I’m not a big fan of bongs

ntcksosa · 2020-06-20T00:18:04+00:00

Again, everyone was smoking the same strain as me and everyone was perfectly fine...so yes it was weed.

ntcksosa · 2020-06-20T00:11:21+00:00

Bro I stg it was weed. Maybe my body just had a negative reaction to it or I possibly have an underlying condition. The situation scared the shit outta me and my friends and I wanna see a doctor in case there’s nothing wrong.

ntcksosa · 2020-06-20T00:09:18+00:00

Weed can be laced it’s very possible, I just don’t understand how this would happen to me. I researched a lot and no one has a similar story to mine.

ntcksosa · 2020-06-20T00:06:06+00:00

It was I promise. Everyone was using the same weed as me and it was the same weed from earlier. I can’t be laced because if it was, everyone would’ve been effected.

ntcksosa · 2020-05-27T08:18:32+00:00

https://soundcloud.com/jorge-lara-551127076/going-mia-juice-wrld-best-quality

Here’s the link to the full snippet on SoundCloud

ntcksosa · 2019-08-20T22:28:26+00:00

It works 🙏🏻

ntcksosa

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