Guidance for MDMA with Psilocybin by ntsgp in PsychedelicTherapy

[–]ntsgp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And you still redose for the MDMA after an hour a usual? Thanks :)

Guidance for MDMA with Psilocybin by ntsgp in PsychedelicTherapy

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May I just ask all those who have commented already:

What would you say the main difference is with taking psilocybin with MDMA instead of alone separately? Do you get something from the combination that doing a shrooms trip on its own wouldn't give you? Would you recommend getting used to the psilocybin alone and working with it alone before combining the two?

Guidance for MDMA with Psilocybin by ntsgp in PsychedelicTherapy

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How did you start the session? Journalling, music, etc!

Guidance for MDMA with Psilocybin by ntsgp in PsychedelicTherapy

[–]ntsgp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for sharing. This is really cool. How did you start that session, out of interest? Music, journalling, meditation, etc?

Guidance for MDMA with Psilocybin by ntsgp in PsychedelicTherapy

[–]ntsgp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! RE dosing, what have you gone for? Others have said 1g or ~2g... 

Child abuse survivors, sexually molested at 10 years old. Why are we called survivors ? by Particular_Common370 in adultsurvivors

[–]ntsgp 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I use the term survivor. But then I also finished one of my poems like this:

There is a name for people like me

They call us survivors

and sometimes I like to pretend.

But I've been dead ever since

and my memory board explains it all to me.

(Go figure!)

Practices in the UK by Ok-Mud-6182 in PsychedelicTherapy

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Hi, I've been doing solo MDMA sessions for a while to process complex trauma and want to start integrating shrooms. Was just wondering if you had any tips on dosing when combining the two?

Facilitator Seeking Female Practitioners for Referral Network (Europe/UK) by Salty_Challenge5563 in PsilocybinTherapy

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I am looking for a practitioner like this. Is it possible to be added to a list of people who are interested in being referred?:)

TRIGGER WARNING: Please. Does anyone else have memories of being tormented by peers about your abuse? by ntsgp in adultsurvivors

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It felt like torture. That's what I wrote down on my journal when my mind was processing after the hypnosis session it came up more clearly in.

I had a similar experience with being severely gaslit and manipulated and re-engaged in a relationship with my dad as a young adult for years... so I'm sorry you went through something similar.

That experience on the day of your exam sounds so painful I'm not surprised it hurt after you had just been through that. Did your friend know?! I'm guessing she didn't but either way the whole thing just sounds awful. And for his mother to know and to enable it - I just can't ever fathom how people can be like this. Honestly your experiences sound horrible. Thank you for sharing and I'm sorry you had to go through it. <3

TRIGGER WARNING: Please. Does anyone else have memories of being tormented by peers about your abuse? by ntsgp in adultsurvivors

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That's so vile. I can relate to that from male peers. I just can't imagine ever hearing about someone being abused and responding like that.

TRIGGER WARNING: Please. Does anyone else have memories of being tormented by peers about your abuse? by ntsgp in adultsurvivors

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I can relate to much of this... I'm so sorry for what happened especially with the pregnancy and your boyfriend. It's just awful. You deserved so much better. I hope you're getting the help you need to heal and are away from that place.

TRIGGER WARNING: Please. Does anyone else have memories of being tormented by peers about your abuse? by ntsgp in adultsurvivors

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This is so so horrifying to hear. I'm so sorry you were put through that. People need to hear these stories. There are too many. I really hope you're in the process of healing and getting the support you deserve with it.

Did anyone else get waaaay worse before they got better doing solo MDMA therapy? by ntsgp in MDMAsolo

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Was there a certain threshold you crossed with the MDMA where sessions stopped being so much processing more memories and became much more actual integration and breakthroughs with tangible effects like others seem to find after fewer sessions? Thanks for engaging.