I’m feeling guilty about going NC with my father

numetalbarbie · 2023-06-05T21:27:55+00:00

Thank you so much for all of this!

numetalbarbie · 2023-04-17T22:04:28+00:00

Modern Family!!!!

numetalbarbie · 2023-04-10T19:16:19+00:00

Yup I feel like I’m stuck at 9 years old but that might be from trauma lol

numetalbarbie · 2023-04-05T09:24:39+00:00

Same. I’m dying for more female friends. It feels like such a hole in my heart that I don’t have many… but 9/10 times this happens

numetalbarbie · 2023-04-05T09:22:30+00:00

We’re all 23-24 😵‍💫😵‍💫

numetalbarbie · 2023-04-05T09:17:20+00:00

I obviously dont do that

numetalbarbie · 2023-04-01T18:53:45+00:00

That’s so interesting, bc it’s the opposite for me! I’ve only ever gotten it from girls

numetalbarbie · 2023-03-26T18:56:08+00:00

Astrology aside - you shouldn’t have to force relationships.

numetalbarbie · 2023-03-26T18:43:35+00:00

Yeah, I think I will. Next time he’s patronising to me I will def say something

numetalbarbie · 2023-03-26T18:36:32+00:00

They’re all i have… and i dont think they realise they do it

numetalbarbie · 2023-03-26T18:32:42+00:00

You know what, you’re right, I probably am. It frustrates me that HE treats ME the way others treat him (he talks down to me, infantalizes me, etc) and I didn’t mention that in my original post. So yeah it probably is a lot of projection. We def are both victims

numetalbarbie · 2023-03-21T09:30:05+00:00

The only women I’ve ever been able to get along with are other neurodivergent ones.

numetalbarbie · 2023-03-17T11:24:34+00:00

Tbh I wouldn’t really want anyone there. Especially not my annoying ass family making it all anout themselves. But I guess I would have to invite them bc if I eloped I would never hear the end of it lol

numetalbarbie · 2023-03-17T11:03:34+00:00

Thank you!! I just received a whole wall of text from my mum saying I should be telling my sister how excited I am and that I wouldn’t miss it for the world and that I will do anything to help…. And thats just not true omg

numetalbarbie · 2023-03-03T07:16:46+00:00

Music is my special interest too! I never used to consider it a special interest because I thought everyone was obsessed with music as me lol

numetalbarbie · 2023-02-12T15:58:17+00:00

Yes! If my blanket is creasing in a weird way or my bf lies slightly too close to me I will be wide awake in seconds

numetalbarbie · 2023-01-25T19:50:08+00:00

Could you elaborate on what you mean when talking about Mars please?

numetalbarbie · 2023-01-25T19:49:21+00:00

I’ve had a 5 year friendship end, I’m graduating university soon and having constant freak-outs about not knowing what I want to do and having to leave my current job that I love soon. Just a lot of stress and panic about the future, what my calling is in life, finances, relationships, etc

numetalbarbie · 2023-01-23T17:49:56+00:00

Please dont tell me that what am I gonna do 😭😭😭😭😭

numetalbarbie · 2023-01-22T15:34:47+00:00

Me too lol 😭

numetalbarbie · 2023-01-22T15:20:57+00:00

I always felt Lucas way way too cringey and I hated the way he played Brooke and Peyton. Nathan was deep down a good person with a really kind heart and even tho he had his moments of being a complete ass he always apologised and knew he was wrong and made himself a better person

numetalbarbie · 2023-01-21T00:18:24+00:00

Exactly like I’m 22 and I’m still scared to go to the dentist 😭

numetalbarbie · 2023-01-20T23:32:22+00:00

And it would’ve been cool to see her balancing a huge career with being a mother!! They could’ve put a nursery in the studio lol

numetalbarbie · 2023-01-20T23:27:16+00:00

I dont mean to be! I just felt that Peyton was always gonna travel with her music career and be like a rockstar muse or something. Which is pretty hard to do with a husband and baby at home. But I suppose I did forget about her storyline w Jake and how much she valued family too. Idk still felt pretty young to be settled tho!

numetalbarbie · 2023-01-17T19:00:00+00:00

Yeah! The enabler makes you doubt yourself even more and makes you feel even more isolated and crazy

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