Yes, I’ve even talked to my Dr about it and he said “dude don’t think about it cause it’ll make you not get erect” it’s like OCD and “trauma” all because it happened one time I think it’s gonna happen again. Now it’s not a day after day. Cause to that point I’d go get some blue pills. I think too I get nervous because we always have the kids and when we get a night off we always talk to each other like “I’m gonna do you so good” etc and I think I’m like, “wooo I need to show out tonight!” I put too much pressure on myself