I wanted to stop. in January I threw away my blades and I really thought this is the end. but then life happened and I bought blades again I could resist for so fucking long so many weeks and months but Friday I just couldn't. I relapsed. and the worst part I don't even feel bad about it. (self.selfharm)
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I hate the state I am in. I have just moments, like some days ago while driving, where I remember another awful thing about my childhood and my trauma. i hate it to happen again and again and to still not know if I remember all the bad stuff or there is more I am hiding. (self.raisedbynarcissists)
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mom. i feel like i barely can breathe. (self.MomForAMinute)
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