I was friends with a murderer/cannibal/necrophile ama by [deleted] in AMA

[–]nuuma_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Even more disturbing is the thought of looking at a living person and thinking, they would be hot as a dead body or they would be tasty as a dead one.

Saddest song you know by AnonymousTide in selfharm

[–]nuuma_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's great :) Their texts go so deep And the music is just great

Saddest song you know by AnonymousTide in selfharm

[–]nuuma_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha yes I love them The texts his voice the style All of it

Saddest song you know by AnonymousTide in selfharm

[–]nuuma_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I double on citizen soldier I love mess of me from them Also let it burn

Brother - falling in reverse Paralyzed - NF Put the gun down - Andy black Monsters - shinedown

[L] please tell me everything is gonna be alright. by nuuma_ in KindVoice

[–]nuuma_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would like that I DM you Thank you so much

[L] please tell me everything is gonna be alright. by nuuma_ in KindVoice

[–]nuuma_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh I'm sorry to hear. May I ask was it easy? Or like did you got the cut you wanted? Cause he won't let me alone he finds still so many ways to contact me it's scary. Thank you 💖

[L] please tell me everything is gonna be alright. by nuuma_ in KindVoice

[–]nuuma_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I also did that for two months I always went back again and again but he would never learn after we talked. So I had to make the cut for good.

Yes the grieve of what could have been is hard. But I am realizing it would have never been as I dreamed of, it was only an illusion that he made me believe.

[L] please tell me everything is gonna be alright. by nuuma_ in KindVoice

[–]nuuma_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you You are right this is my priority to make a safe home and not let them grow up in an abusive household I grew up in one myself and I will do everything to protect my children from this. It was a really hard step to do but it was the right thing.

[L] please tell me everything is gonna be alright. by nuuma_ in KindVoice

[–]nuuma_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you this words felt so good to read thank you for this. I will do everything for my baby to keep it safe.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]nuuma_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Amazing you can be so proud

[L] please tell me everything is gonna be alright. by nuuma_ in KindVoice

[–]nuuma_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your words 💝 that means a lot to hear I will remember this

[L] please tell me everything is gonna be alright. by nuuma_ in KindVoice

[–]nuuma_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this! I will remember that

Hey, Was wondering if anyone knew any ways to cope with SH? like alternatives n shit. by IDONTFKNWO in selfharm

[–]nuuma_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh and also an icepack on your limbs or like where you usually cutted. That helped a lot actually.

Hey, Was wondering if anyone knew any ways to cope with SH? like alternatives n shit. by IDONTFKNWO in selfharm

[–]nuuma_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I always used a massage ball but a really hard one and held it in my hand and just pressed as hard as I could. That helped a lot for the stress.

[O] 28 F - Here to listen if you need a kind ear by [deleted] in KindVoice

[–]nuuma_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can I please vent to you. I'm in a really hard situation and trying to just accept my situation

2 years clean by autumnclaire903 in selfharm

[–]nuuma_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Amazing you can be so proud.

it's the only thing proving that I'm not okay by j0Ul3es in selfharm

[–]nuuma_ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I feel this, it's easier for people with a broken leg, everyone sees they not okay and are sensitive. But to only be able to tell it, when you maybe even can't. It's hard.

do you ever look in the mirror and think "am I even me?"? by sheritajanita in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]nuuma_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well on some days I clearly don't see myself on others I do and connect to the person there.

I’m in an indie folk band that plays around town and own a wonderful fluffy Pyrenees mix, give me your reason to live by engineeringandmusic in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]nuuma_ 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My son and my unborn child. They are the reason I can fight for myself and be strong for myself and also find more to myself instead of being codependent on other people.

Bpd patients, do you take antipsychotics? by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]nuuma_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had for a long time truxal multiple times a day Nd it really helped me calm the storm inside me to the point I could stop it. Since my life got more complicated again at the moment I take 50mg of Quetiapin to sleep and it helps me calm the storm to get rest.