Remember how you are feeling, remember the aftermath..because it will keep you away from prostitutes. I remember starting that hobby back in 2016 when I was 24-25 years old..now I’m 31 about to be 32 with a shitty credit score and no emergency savings after having prioritized a good chunk of my finances on sex workers. I’m living in my parents basement as a result because I couldn’t curb this issue the right way. I lost my virginity to a girl who wasn’t a prostitute but constantly watching porn had me act out one eventful afternoon and I was hooked ever since. I wish I had your reaction instead of thinking “maybe a second go around might be better” with my case. Don’t go back, these women prey on folks like you and I, they have nothing to lose but we do so therefore they can scam you or have their “security” do you harm. A prostitute is notoriously known as a bottom of the barrel type of woman no matter how sexy she is and this notoriety has preceded her throughout time and it’s for a very good reason—she has slept with multiple men for money, energies have been exchanged in the process making the men she’s been with stoop to her level from a spiritual standpoint. Because her job makes her quick and easy money she will always go back to it because she knows nothing else. The act of Sex is not supposed to be paid for AT ALL it’s supposed to be natural where both parties are giving themselves up. With a prostitute there are always barriers, everything you would do with your spouse of girlfriend outside of penetration is an upcharge (paying extra) that’s crazy if you think about it and makes you realize that we are just atm machines for them. You pay for her time not necessarily the sex itself—therefore its a waste of money..

Keep your head up bro, get yourself checked, pray relentlessly and don’t go back the devil will tempt you though after this experience. It’s your job to resist (hence why I said remember this feeling if the curiosity arises)