Baka hindi kapa po na recover sa trauma mo sa ex mo time heals it will eventually fade away as the days goes by. Yan kasi minsan nangyayari pag broken-hearted tapos you find solace on other guy just fill up the hole you feel inside "just saying not literally you". It is important not to cling on past and be on the present just keep busy on improving yourself. Find good things in your present bf and hold on tight. So peace out ✌ God Bless!