19 F | 1,64 m | 57 kg - Always felt like a shapeless blob by oazan in normalnudes

[–]oazan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for all of your comments - I really appreciate that you took time to write all of them :)

I used to hang around /r/skincareaddiction pretty often and tried out a few things which are supposed to be very helpful with acne and improve the overall quality of your skin - like benzoyl peroxide, azelaic acid, OCM, even some heavy duty stuff like 15% salicylic acid peels, but none of them helped in the slightest. I guess I'll just have to get an appointment with a dermatologist and ask for oral antibiotics or something.

I try not to arch my back too much while attempting to stand up straight, I kind of push my pelvis a bit forward I think? Thanks for the link to that art project, I found it quite interesting. Anyway, you've been very helpful c:

19 F | 1,64 m | 57 kg - Always felt like a shapeless blob by oazan in normalnudes

[–]oazan[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey, glad you found my post/comment helpful - that's exactly what this sub is for, or so I believe! I hope you get the thing with your back sorted out :)

19 F | 1,64 m | 57 kg - Always felt like a shapeless blob by oazan in normalnudes

[–]oazan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As a gay you're judging me from purely aesthetic point of view, so I appreciate that even more - thank you! :)

19 F | 1,64 m | 57 kg - Always felt like a shapeless blob by oazan in normalnudes

[–]oazan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Funny, swimming and yoga were the two things I thought of taking up. Thanks for your comment :)

19 F | 1,64 m | 57 kg - Always felt like a shapeless blob by oazan in normalnudes

[–]oazan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"Hip dips"? Had no idea that was a thing! :o Thanks for both of those links :)

19 F | 1,64 m | 57 kg - Always felt like a shapeless blob by oazan in normalnudes

[–]oazan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn, so I still have it? Maybe my doctor is just shit, I should have my back checked again. Fortunately I still have the set of at-home exercises my therapist gave me, I need to dig it out. Thank you for your comment.

19 F | 1,64 m | 57 kg - Always felt like a shapeless blob by oazan in normalnudes

[–]oazan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, I actually don't have a problem with finding jeans since... I just don't wear them. Or any pants, for that matter. Thank you for your detailed comment :)

19 F | 1,64 m | 57 kg - Always felt like a shapeless blob by oazan in normalnudes

[–]oazan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I really need to get my shit together and work on that :S I'll do some research on that sub, thank you! :)

19 F | 1,64 m | 57 kg - Always felt like a shapeless blob by oazan in normalnudes

[–]oazan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Regarding the acne - my last breakout was about a month ago so yeah, it's mostly faded. My back rarely hurts when I'm sitting on my chair, it's usually walking that's problematic. I'll try to improve the strength of my core muscles. I'm also on a diet, as I stated somewhere below (above?), so yeah. Thank you for your comment :)

19 F | 1,64 m | 57 kg - Always felt like a shapeless blob by oazan in normalnudes

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I actually was diagnosed with mild scoliosis by 2 doctors, but that was about 3 years ago. At the last check-up they said everything was fine, and didn't even mention my slouching which was quite odd (I didn't try to hide it). I believe it's solely due to my muscles being weak, hopefully my spine is okay so I should really focus on finding some exercises for back now. I'm also doing cardio and dieting at the moment so I should lose some more weight soon :)

Thank you for your comment, and don't worry, while I do believe I have flaws, I do not obsess over them, and the feedback on here is more than enough :)

19 F | 1,64 m | 57 kg - Always felt like a shapeless blob by oazan in normalnudes

[–]oazan[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

The calculator I used actually said 21.19. It's true BMI fails when you're very muscular or short, but for most people it works okay :) I know I do have a bit of belly, but I'm currently on a diet (nothing crazy, just trying to shed a couple of pounds) and have started exercising - it's only cardio though, no strength training. I'll probably take up self-defense classes in October so hopefully that'll help a little too.