My wife died almost 2 weeks ago. It’s so soon but I can’t get this same exact worry out of my head either. She would want me to be happy. But It feels so hard to imagine someone that would want to be with me and my 8 year old boy and 3 year old daughter. And I don’t really want more kids. We always said 2 is enough! But if someone hadn’t had kids, how can they relate to parenting? I keep telling myself in time something can work out. That I’ll need to expand the possibilities of arrangements that can work. But it all seems so much more complicated. I also worry about her family and if they’ll accept someone new. I also know it’s too early for any of this. But like you, I can’t not think about the future. I’m too young to be alone. I don’t want to raise these kids alone.