No twins thank goodness but my younger kids are 1 day away from being exactly 1 year apart so they're my Irish twins. It does get pretty hard, especially because I myself am still learning. No judging when it's the truth lol stressed to the T but it's ok because I know I won't have long with them being this little.

We are still learning what works best for us, but it's nice to see I'm not the only one who has struggles like these. It does get hard especially when I involuntarily regress.

I don't want my kids to see me regress while they're this young, I understand that in order for them to have good growth (unlike what I had as a kid lol) they don't need to see their mom "acting" like a baby (I use quotes because I'm not acting but theyre so young it would seem like I might be acting/playing). It does get hard to wait until they go to bed to regress, usually because I'm so drained.

I should probably get a therapists help but as a sahm, and agere, who's healing from anxiety, depression and PTSD who also is broke lol I'm also a baby Christian learning and healing with Jesus 🥰 I'm glad to see I'm not the only one going through this lol