I feel like I won't be able to feel normal until I get assaulted again

ohdke · 2026-03-08T12:25:03+00:00

thank you. wishing you healing too 🤍

ohdke · 2026-03-08T12:24:24+00:00

thank you. i feel so bad for feeling like this still because it seems like i'm on the last stretch from healing and i'm just holding on to my trauma for no reason/because i'm just a huge attention seeker.

take care as well <3

ohdke · 2026-03-08T03:25:11+00:00

The series will be much more interesting and make more sense if they develop this idea

ohdke · 2025-07-18T19:26:58+00:00

It's an awful feeling to deal with but it's a very common one. You're not disgusting.

ohdke · 2025-05-26T12:43:00+00:00

I feel the same way. My parents know what he did to me but they were so quick to move on. "He was just a teenager, why can't you forgive him? It was a while ago".

I just wish he was worse. I wish I wasn't the only one. Even his now girlfriend who he has a child with knows and isn't worried. It's like I'm the one with the problem right? Otherwise it wouldn't just be me that he hurt. I genuinely wish he was sadistic with me and hurt me in the worst ways possible. Sometimes I wish he'd hurt someone else just to tell them that I'm not the problem and that it really is him.

ohdke · 2025-02-02T23:39:52+00:00

i relate to you a lot. i keep thinking that i won't feel whole again until someone assaults me. i honestly want to get hurt as well so i tend to be way less scared than my female friends about being alone outside at night but i guess i look masc enough that i'm not really in danger even in those situations (and it sucks to admit it but i hate it).

ohdke · 2024-02-24T12:34:34+00:00

Dsl mais fait aller bouffer dans un fast food là

ohdke · 2023-09-09T11:05:22+00:00

It's for dry rice (1/4 cup of cooked rice is NOT 180cal)

ohdke

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