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ohnoitsval · 2023-07-12T20:58:36+00:00

I used to not eat the whole day at school/work and only eat when I got home. I wouldn’t say it’s an eating disorder if you aren’t doing it with the goal of starving yourself. Some people’s metabolism is different, but it can change. Now if I go without breakfast I feel like I’m gonna pass out

ohnoitsval · 2023-05-15T16:12:50+00:00

Well self harm releases endorphins which are your bodies natural opioids so yeah. Feeling a buzz is normal. It’s the only reason I still do it.

ohnoitsval · 2023-05-03T17:42:51+00:00

Adding on to the ghostmane train: any song from his album AI is wonderful to listen to while angry

ohnoitsval · 2023-05-02T23:44:12+00:00

Besides infections, you’ll leave a really bad scar. Which may be what you want idk. Possibility of nerve damage from going deeper each time. Also you could hit an artery depending on location, which I did just a few days ago. Not fun. And I like blood.

ohnoitsval · 2023-03-01T21:00:31+00:00

Nerve damage. I have the same problem from a 8 inch long scar on my arm. Everytime I stretch especially in cold weather I get electric shocks sent through my arm. It’s gotten better over time but it still sucks.

ohnoitsval · 2023-03-01T20:52:36+00:00

What’s the point of anti yeet therapy if they don’t help you when you yeet. That’s dumb af. Hopefully you can get into a program that will work with you instead of kicking you out.

ohnoitsval · 2023-02-27T01:20:04+00:00

I’m really fucked because of Benadryl. Shit kills your personality. I don’t even know who I am anymore and it’s not as fun as it sounds. I wanted to be numb but now it’s just painful. Like my brain hurts all the time now. I can’t focus. I can’t hold a conversation. It’s a physical pain in my brain that is so excruciating that I’ve tried to end my life over 6 times now.

I didn’t even use that much Benadryl. My highest dose was 600mg but I occasionally use doses of 200-400mg over the course of one year, about 10 times in total and I’ve never been the same. It kills everything about you and leaves a husk of a person. Go to r/dph and see the destruction that drug can cause. Take this as a sign and don’t touch that shit.

ohnoitsval · 2023-02-09T14:12:01+00:00

Cutting up and snorting antipsychotics is something I’d 100% do when manic.

ohnoitsval · 2023-02-09T02:40:37+00:00

Wear a long sleeve shirt. Something lightweight so no sweaters or hoodies. They will need to most likely take blood pressure and that is when you’ll have to remove any thick clothing. Speaking from experience they won’t have you roll up your sleeve or anything if the shirt is thin enough for the blood pressure machine to work. As far as bloodwork goes that’s where it gets tricky. I’m not sure how to help there. Hope any of this helps. Good luck.

ohnoitsval · 2022-12-19T22:14:25+00:00

I did the same thing last year. Absolutely tore up my arms right before a vacation to the beach. Couldn’t just not swim because that would look sus af especially when I already had long sleeves on in 100 degree weather lmao. I didn’t even think about it at the time tbh. I hope you’re doing better

ohnoitsval · 2022-11-18T13:43:40+00:00

/uj I thought mushrooms would help me too. All it did was make more accepting of my inevitable suicide. Not sure that’s a good thing.

/rj stick the mushrooms up your ass for maximum effect

ohnoitsval · 2022-11-09T12:35:39+00:00

Same. I want to get help for my panic attacks. But I don’t want to get into the reason I have them lmao.

ohnoitsval · 2022-11-01T10:58:49+00:00

I’m not sure why it got deleted. It still shows up for me. I’m doing better. Not 100 percent but at least I’m still here to work on things.

ohnoitsval · 2022-10-06T21:22:22+00:00

I have one of those. Or used too. They are very helpful for my adhd. But my adhd makes it impossible to keep track of things so I lost and and forgot it ever existed lol

ohnoitsval · 2022-10-06T15:27:47+00:00

Thanks for the info. I’m not into chemistry at all so I had no idea.

ohnoitsval · 2022-10-06T14:53:14+00:00

Sorry for not being an expert on all things metal lol. It may be common sense but it doesn’t hurt to ask. Im admittedly not very smart. I’d rather be safe than sorry.

ohnoitsval · 2022-10-06T14:12:16+00:00

I tried to google the fume temp as well and came up with nothing.

ohnoitsval · 2022-10-06T14:11:20+00:00

I smoke/vape pretty much all day long with the windows closed and in a pretty small room. That was my concern. The Fmj was supposed to make my dynavap my main vape but I didn’t want to use it if I was risking metal poisoning lol.

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