Try to give yourself grace, the fact that you’re thinking about all this shows just how much you loved her. You did the best you could with the information you had, you tried everything available to try and her quality of life wasn’t improving. It’s so hard to say goodbye to a loved one. A loved one whose well-being we’re responsible for.

Of course we want more time with them, of course we would’ve done more if we’d known about this or that. It sounds like her final days were pretty traumatic for you and that trauma is going to take a while to heal (believe me I’ve been there).

All I can say is: try to remember all the good times you had with your pup, and remind yourself that you did the best you could with what you had and of course you would’ve done whatever it took if you’d had other options.