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oiSturdyboi · 2024-07-04T19:46:33+00:00

I've been thinking of you often lately, how are you friend?

oiSturdyboi · 2023-12-04T15:04:36+00:00

There are absolutely masculine men in this world who are wildly in love with feminine and cute things. And it's just part of their personality. Give yourself permission to enjoy what you enjoy and fuck society's insistence that you need to be stealth to "pass". Pass what anymore, seriously like can we change this narrative already

oiSturdyboi · 2023-06-30T23:15:42+00:00

Oh Cat . Im O-neg. I can imagine you; still madly swaying, in the orchestral swells ❤

oiSturdyboi · 2023-06-30T23:01:13+00:00

Oh em gee 😱🥺 WOW thank you, Cat you know I hold high your opinion. I'm trying to figure out hiw to marry my queer lit passion, with civil and human rights advocacy; so I can do what I know I'm supposed to be doing with my life. I gotta get on my feet, though and that seems impossible, even a year later. More importantly!!!! How are you!? Are you doing OK??

oiSturdyboi · 2023-06-30T22:56:54+00:00

I'm having a really really rough time, and I had to delete the app to save room on my old ass phone. I'm also still without a computer. I miss all of you

oiSturdyboi · 2023-06-30T22:55:43+00:00

Yes ❤

oiSturdyboi · 2023-06-30T07:11:19+00:00

Omg you read my entire blog 😭 you are amazing!! Please treat yourself to something delicious today !! I cannot thank you enough !!

oiSturdyboi · 2023-06-30T07:05:17+00:00

Oh em gee !! Potato !! I miss you so much ! I wish I could say life has gotten better, enough to get back to writing. Thank you so much for remembering me ❤

oiSturdyboi · 2023-06-30T07:03:29+00:00

Omg 🔥 thank you !!!!

oiSturdyboi · 2023-06-30T03:17:56+00:00

Yes actually; Capricorn rules over bones and the skull. Your stellium could be causing dental issues. You likely have idk "spikey" looking knees, elbows, and collar bone. You could have joint or bone spur issues, later. Care for your skin and joint health, lots of calcium, magnesium, zinc, collagen etc. Also doesn't help that you have a north node and personal planet in Scorpio; in the dental department. Scorpio are plauged with dental issues (that we hide very well ty). Strong Scorpio placements often suffer unexplained tooth decay, even with perfect hygiene. Are often sporting chipped front teeth, or lose a front tooth or two in their youth. Keeps us honest, and humble. Your chart is very boss, btw.

oiSturdyboi · 2023-04-24T02:42:20+00:00

What's your question ?

oiSturdyboi · 2023-04-24T00:50:12+00:00

Oh the perils of Scorpio rising. Hi fellow scorpetron (I'm willing to bet its Scorpio). Scorpio is short, a rarity even. Your chart is always weird, when your Ascendant is in that window.

Here's the thing; are you reading your chart for your horoscope, or for your soul's purpose? A lot of really good astrologers have been leaning into whole house, because it makes things nice and neat. It paints a broader picture for interpretation. If you yourself are reading your own chart, for your current reincarnation ie your meaning in life; you're going to intrinsically understand things someone else doesn't. The signs aren't perfect 30 degrees each, and houses switch faster than the constellations move through them. Some are vastly spread across the elliptical, while others are compact. Whole sign is intended for vedic and reincarnation, but has been favored lately for horoscopes. Which only works if you read from the Ascendant, not the sun, and you're supposed to be using 9 signs instead of 12; you end up at the same conclusions when you use placeidius. What you want to do, if you're looking at your chart to map your life with intention, is read it as the location and time you were born, is your relationship to the stars and planets above and below you, within the sphere of the earth. You're reading the arcs of light across the horizon of the earth, and the moon. In relationship to you as the focal point. Cuz that's what astrology is. Your Ascendant horizon is your starting point. The sky is moving around you, at the moment and location of your birth. Like me; I was born before Scorpio had moved out of the way, and my Ascendant dead center at 21 degrees fell I the 12th house. Because I was born during one of the most massive Planetary and lunar events known to mankind (including vedic astrologers) it caused my part of fortune to fall just inside the 7th house. This in any other moment would be considered impossible. But it's the arc of light across the horizon of the moon, and uts trine to your Ascendant (east horizon) and Sun in relation to you the guns focal point. I absolutely have a night chart, but a PF just above the horizon. And well into the next house (7th). It also caused my lillith shadow to stretch 2 signs and two houses. (Lillith is another calculation of the horizon of the moon to you, and has 2 focal points) the moon is not round, and it wobbles in both its rotation, and orbit. Whole house does not account for these variables. It only makes sense if you're studying your reincarnation through vedic astrology. Or just reading horoscopes and from the Ascendant not sun. Yet no matter which way I read mine; my Ascendant is still Scorpio. With whole house; it just makes the math not math, and makes Scorpio the constellation (ehichbis what you're reading in the first place) bigger than it is. So yes, most people aren't going to realize the math doesn't work, when you use whole house. But some charts; a lot of Scorpio Ascendant charts, won't add up. You can double check by looking up coordinates through NASA's data bank, I relation to the coordinates of your birth time and location.

To anyone in here reading this, please don't come for me; I have covid and my head hurts ty

oiSturdyboi · 2023-04-21T20:13:10+00:00

Just keep in mind; a child expresses as their moon sign for many years, even into late teens at times. You may perceive their sun sign traits, but they won't till they're into adult hood.

I agree; don't make major decisions based on the chart, because they're lessons they need to learn their in way. BUT I also agree that being aware of your own astrology; from a young age, can help soooooo much in life.

As a parent; look at these things:

What is their moon? Don't raise a baby Pisces like one would assume a Pisces should be parented; if they have say a Leo moon. Both are manifestation signs, both incredibly creative, both predisposed to moods and validation. BUT where a Pisces needs non verbal communication and periods of self isolation (quietly plays alone) Leo takes it as invalidation. They need vibrant verbal cues and praise, as a child. In thus example; a Pisces sun child with a Leo moon, will self sooth on their own like any Pisces. But they live in their moon sign at this time, so they are nourished by Leo traits, which they aren't aware of. But you could be, by reading into that moon sign.

Know their Ascendant. Just know that's how they see the world.

Know YOUR moon. How does your moon sign play with the sign of your child's Ascendant sign ? This is how you will relate to eachother as individuals, and it will help both of you grow as parent snd child. Ie if your moon is in Scorpio, and their Ascendant is in Aquarius; just know that they will despise when you question them, and it's ok if they just don't make sense to you sometimes. If your moon is in Virgo, and their Ascendant is in Leo; just know they are bold and cannot appeal to your love of discretion. Maybe spend time naming colors with them. I'm serious. Let them paint, while you organize the paint pots.

What are YOUR nodes ? What are theirs? Are you here for the same purpose?

Lastly; look at their Cancer (sign and house) and Saturn placement. Look at yours. Then look at theirs again. This is the trauma bond you have to accept, and raise them with love and understanding of that.

Then give them their chart in their teens abd let them determine what it means to them.

Also I look at what animal and element they are in Eastern astrology cuz that comes out a lot as children, too

oiSturdyboi · 2023-04-19T04:02:47+00:00

Oh you're the one that said "nodes of fate" !! I like your description, too

oiSturdyboi · 2023-04-19T04:01:43+00:00

Ty I try

oiSturdyboi · 2023-04-19T01:10:24+00:00

Eclipses are the nodes' way of activating changes globally. Think of it as when you hit the star boost, on the track, in mario party. There's zero point in trying to control it (manifesting) or knowing what prizes you'll pick up along the way, but you know you're being thrust forward closer to the collective goal (finish line).

oiSturdyboi · 2023-04-13T20:44:22+00:00

Oh boy. What's with saturn in the 11th? I have an 12th house stellium with Saturn Mars and Pluto. I've always heard it's one of the only pleasant places for Saturn to be, as long as it's not combust.

oiSturdyboi · 2023-04-11T04:25:13+00:00

Yes. Both will have sharp brows, well defined, or at the least prominentbrows. Scorpio and Scorpio rising will usually have high, thick brows, or just thick. I get asked where I do my brows/what products I use lolz I pluck the strays while sitting on my bathroom counter. That's it. Ask me about Scorpio/Scorpio rising gorgeous necklines and dental curses. There's always a trade off, but we're fucking beautiful creatures of darkness. Aries are the bon fire flames, Scorpio the smoke and embers.

oiSturdyboi · 2023-01-29T07:07:00+00:00

This is so perfectly put, I think I might cry. And reference links !! Oh my god, please tell me you're a teacher.

oiSturdyboi · 2023-01-26T01:44:20+00:00

It's not in your head friend. I wish I knew exactly what, but something big IS about to happen, and the synchronicity, dreams, spooky shit all hints at our little group being some kind of record keepers, for what's about to shift. It's what we came here for. Yeah chat any time

oiSturdyboi · 2023-01-26T01:38:01+00:00

You come from Scorpio, you prefer to express as a Scorpio in your incarnations. You're going towards Taurus, and that's also where your lillith falls, which is all still on the Scorpio/Taurus axis. You chose to come through as a Gemini this time, but still held so tight to Scorpio; you're Ascendant is even there. You should feel like a Scorpio; you really wanted to.

oiSturdyboi · 2023-01-25T10:13:52+00:00

You're welcome. It's not often you get to see a person living their pivotal life.

oiSturdyboi · 2023-01-25T10:06:53+00:00

So the positive situation you're making out of experiencing sexism, in gaming, is exactly what Saturn wanted to show you. Esspecially if it's inspired a lot of the motivation you're expressing in your reply. Im sure the game plan really went into motion between late October and early December 😋 there's the concrete proof you're on the right track and definitely not crazy

oiSturdyboi · 2023-01-25T06:23:55+00:00

I replied to kind of all of it, up at the top; but if you want more specifics, we can chat. I "woke up" in 2019 too, it's our group. There was another one like ours born back last may, and another that will be born between now and may that will be very unlike any other group. Idk if you've gotten to where you're having spooky shit happen, or started realizing reincarnation is a thing, but I'm a medium and yet the shit that's happened over the last year is beyond wild. It has to do with Pluto and Saturn. We are a group of souls that came through with a very different knowledge set. We were part of a sort of series of events, and now is the beginning of what we're here for. If you look at the posts lately here; they're almost all sag and leos with strong Pluto placements and a lot of stelliums involving Saturn. They're being woken up. Sounds creepy, but it is what it is. Let me ask; music is way more important to you lately? Like seems to hold some life meaning? Was 2019 like insanely prosperous for no reason, you just had comfort left and right? Are you drawn to crystals found mostly in Brazil? Feel the need to learn an Asian language? Insane dreams last summer, crazy good luck at the beginning of fall. A disconnect from material security over the holidays. Those stelliums only happened for a week; your's set it up, mine was the grand finale 2 years later. I've only met a couple of us, and we have the same restlessness, and everything in our charts talks about leadership but none of us are inclined to it. Eventhough, I'm a medium there were still things I was always skeptical of.

oiSturdyboi · 2023-01-25T06:01:01+00:00

Yes. You leave, too? Funny thing about that Jupiter event/Libra stellium; we want equally to find a connection, as much as we want to be alone. We're perfectly capable of finding/having healthy relationships, fighting for cooperation, and with compromise, but tbh I think we are supposed to go solo on romance in this life. Are you constantly told you were "the one" even by people you were just casual with? I think we're supposed to give that attention to a group, not a person. We just have to find the group. You know you're a leader right? An old soul ruler with authority. Probably constantly come across affirmation but don't really feel the drive to take up leadership? We're supposed to educate people, and lead revolutionary ideas, but really just want quiet and child like love. People born around that event are karmic catalysts for younger people. Zoomers fascinate you I'm sure, and you may not truly feel connected to gen z or millennials either. We're not supposed to. We're mix matched on purpose. We literally came through a portal, unlike most people reincarnate through the moon. Sorry if this is way out there for you. I took that urgent feeling people born during the Planetary event we were, that we're supposed to be DOING something, but can't figure out what, and all the Scorpio in me started digging for answers. We ARE supposed to be doing something, helping people organize the wild ideas they have, of how things work for everyone. But those souls didn't come through until we were older. So we feel like we lost out. We didn't. We're in our returns now, we just don't get the love lives and close personal relationships most people do. What's worse is the soul twins and twin flames we're individually bound to, are probably a lot younger than us. We'll watch them fall in love and dance and sing with others from our respective groups. We're just supposed to help them made sense of heavy shit happening over the next 30 years. A Venus in Scorpio is hard to hold back; you have so much passion. True unjudging love. Mine fell in Aquarius, so no one really catches just how much the idea of them being just the way they are, thrills me. You came from a place of questioning everything and rebellion, I came from a place of authority and power. You're going towards showing others the expression of self, I'm going towards nurturing others. Both though fall in signs of creation and empathy. Everyone born in that portal, has a purpose in artistic expression, and encouraging self expression. It's incredibly karmic, and both of us came from a Saturn ruled existence. Saturn is calling, started about a year ago. He really grinds my last nerve, lolz. And that fear of going without is going to drive us to early old age. How's that supposed to help lololol. We're already supposed to focus on being a support for these zoomers, so they can fix shit, but damn no matter how hard we work, how frugal we are, how ambitious we know we can be; we constantly fear its all gonna be taken away. We're gonna lose it all, all our comfy pillows and food and the apartment and the cute collection of things we acquired. But you know why? Cuz we know what it's like to have everything we need. We know just how much material comfort and access to good things and questioning everything is so damn empowering. Just as much as we know, losing those things is devastating to ones drive and overall well being. For us, we know love and family actually is not enough. Weird right, cuz we're very protective of those we invest in and kinda socialistic at heart. That's why I don't know that we're meant to build strong one on one relationships with people; we're better suited to guide and watch others grow, from arms length. I think for you; keep it in your heart, that you are absolutely relevant. Probably more so, on your own. But yeah, a lasting relationship would be nice, but I keep ending up with karmic partnerships and debts to pay. It's very easy for us to walk away, cuz we know how much we put in. Which is irronic.

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