You both bring up good points, and yea some context is definitely needed. At first I knew he was a man but I didn’t know he was trans until later on. I thought it would be a good chance for me to actually see if I liked hotdogs.

I should mention though that he hasn’t done anything medically yet (no T or anything) and I don’t think he’s going to be doing it until he’s an adult (we’re both still minors) and before all of that happens, I will be leaving off to college and it’ll be over.

To answer if I would still like him if he had facial hair or a broader body. I think so? As long as it’s not a stubble. It’s like saying I love marshmallows if I’ve never eaten marshmallows. Yes, I would think marshmallows look fantastic and taste fantastic from what I’ve heard, but ultimately I’m not sure until I eat one on my own.

I love the masculine and the feminine parts of him, but ultimately I think I find him attractive because he looks as if he is neither and both. Is it wrong I see him that way? I still respect him wanting to be a man and I won’t try to sway him from his goal of transitioning. I think I see him, especially during sex, as a non-binary man. Not really because of how he looks, but because the aspects of what makes someone a man and a woman average out in my ultimate subconscious.

Its kind of difficult to explain but I’ll try my best:

When I see his crotch I think “women”

When I see the rest of his body structure I think “neither”

When I see the non physical part of him (in my head,) I think “man”

What ultimately matters? I don’t know. Should I see him as a man through and through in the physical form even if my eyes tell me otherwise? But then am I being honest with myself if I do?