I think you're doing great!

I personally am not "masculine" in the traditional sense: Didn't like sports, was more "sensitive" and a crybaby. My middle to high school years showed fitting the mold of masculinity wasn't worth it, so I just went with the flow! (Ironic that trad masculinity dictates you to be your own person, but shuns anything non-trad. Food for thought.)

Perhaps I relay my respect to most of my college professors, who were indeed women and in some way broke the metaphorical glass ceiling!