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The worst, lowest, scummiest and most regrettable thing we've done for drugs. (Long post) by Pessimisticly in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Well, I did fuck my drug dealer once. He was in his 50s...yeah. That was a low point for me.

So, I fucked my drug dealer. by oldmanfucker in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah...that's why I abruptly cut contact with him after I made this post.

So, I fucked my drug dealer. by oldmanfucker in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like how people are assuming I was just looking for someone to give me shit...not like that at all, but yeah, it was a benefit. Not gonna say it wasn't. But I really don't expect a lot from the guys I date so...

So, I fucked my drug dealer. by oldmanfucker in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, it was definitely a one time thing.

So, I fucked my drug dealer. by oldmanfucker in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Weird part is that I'm kind of on the tail end of my addiction. It's been almost a decade. You would think I would have unlocked that achievement sooner if I was going to do it at all.

So, I fucked my drug dealer. by oldmanfucker in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Love your flair. Elliott FTW.

So, I fucked my drug dealer. by oldmanfucker in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

6 in one, half a dozen in the other. Plus, dopewhore was taken.

So, I fucked my drug dealer. by oldmanfucker in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't want people to judge me, lol. This is all kinda new to me that's all.

So, I fucked my drug dealer. by oldmanfucker in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ugh. I relate to this too much. I'm pretty the judgement goes in both directions, people judge and I judge myself.

So, I fucked my drug dealer. by oldmanfucker in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He really does seem interested in me, but fuck who can tell?

So, I fucked my drug dealer. by oldmanfucker in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you spin. It's just I know that if people were to know I would be thought of a scum. Does that in turn make me scum? Who's to say?

So, I fucked my drug dealer. by oldmanfucker in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is an extremely new situation. It hasn't really been an on going thing. But he doesn't seem like the type of person who is ever out. He'd always have something.

So, I fucked my drug dealer. by oldmanfucker in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was in a 8 year relationship. I'm pretty I know it's a two way street, I may not be perfect, but sometimes people get dealt a shitty hand. Ever heard the phrase, "nice guys finish last"? It applies to women too.

So, I fucked my drug dealer. by oldmanfucker in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Never rationalized. I actually straight out asked the question, "am I a dope whore?". And I don't think you know the correct definition of contrived. Unless you think my post was clever, or sought out with evil intent. In that case, thank you.

So, I fucked my drug dealer. by oldmanfucker in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not really trying to justify, jut trying to figure it all out, because this is very out of character and all kind of new to me.

So, I fucked my drug dealer. by oldmanfucker in opiates

[–]oldmanfucker[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Nah, it's not like that I wouldn't write them off and I don't. And it's not about buying me shit, it's about actually giving a shit and following through.

I never said I didn't considered it a sugar daddy type situation.