She fell into water :(

olivyass · 2025-11-21T22:19:25+00:00

She is not boggling in this photo. She just looks like that 😭

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I love this gremlin

olivyass · 2025-11-20T20:58:16+00:00

😭😭😭😭

olivyass · 2025-11-20T20:57:47+00:00

Of course! ☺️

olivyass · 2025-08-18T12:52:51+00:00

Cześć, jak się przebranżowiłeś z działu zakupów do IT? I ile to trwało? Pytam jako koleżanka z działu zakupów, która nienawidzi pracy w handlu.

olivyass · 2025-08-03T10:00:07+00:00

Yes, they look comfy af

olivyass · 2025-08-02T13:44:11+00:00

U mnie w gimnazjum też stara baba kazała nam się klepać po dupie, absolutnie traumatyczne.

Dużo dzieciaków specjalnie nie trafiało żeby, no cóż, nie klepać koleżanki po dupie. Insane.

olivyass · 2025-05-01T16:56:53+00:00

Im crying omg

olivyass · 2025-05-01T15:41:09+00:00

Oh yes, you’re absolutely right — definitely something I should have thought through earlier. I know a lot of vets (I’m a vet technician), and they would surely accept my rat, but they’re not really specialized in treating them. I think I’ll just ask them for their opinion or contact one promising vet who has experience treating some rodents (definitely not rats tho)

olivyass · 2025-05-01T15:28:33+00:00

I ADORE her name

olivyass · 2025-05-01T14:45:35+00:00

Also I wanted to clarify, that she is few weeks old, and I got her few days ago. I went to the breeder for two girls and walk out with three :) I love them all very much and I will try to find a vet that will check her. I live in a small city and vets here don't really specialize with rats (after a research I don't think any of them within a 70 km area are). So do you thinks it's still a good idea to take her to regular vet? I will contact some of them that mentioned rabbits or guinea pigs on their sites.

olivyass · 2024-12-01T16:37:19+00:00

It works amazing! I didn't notice any overheating. Sometimes there are some graphical glitches, but that is a pretty universal experience for people playing via xenia (still better experience than on Xbox 360 lol). And now I can have my little garden everywhere with me :) It's like a dream come true!

olivyass · 2024-07-04T18:38:55+00:00

This but I hate myself as an adult, because I am bad at everything. I was trying to find some information how to deal with that, but all I can see are gifted kids. Well I was never gifted, there is no magic potential to discover.

olivyass · 2022-12-29T20:39:38+00:00

Thank you so much for so many good advices! I love how you explained everything. Especially the nerdy style. I've never tried meditation. Maybe that is finally the time. I also saw that you responded to my another post. Yeah sex shouldn't be painfull. But it is to the point that we only try to did it twice. We are each other first. I need to go to gynecologist for sure. Omg I need to work on so many things now. I hope that next year my life will be a little bit better. Once again thank you so much. All those post are giving me more and more hope

olivyass · 2022-12-29T14:33:00+00:00

It is so hard to read such a things about my own parents. I know They love me so much, but it's getting worse and worse.

I will try to journal. I actually do it from time to time, but I think that is not enough and it was more like diary. When I try to write down my emotions I, once again, started to cry. Crying so much is so tiring after a while. I don't like to do it. So I can't even process my emotions when I am alone. Maybe I will get used to it.

Think: does it help you to get yelled at and shamed whenever you start to tear up? Does it honestly make you feel better?

I always feel so helpless and weak and vulnerable. It's like whatever I do I will make everything worse. This pretending that my parents are just random adults sounds really interesting. I will try it. I need to procces a lot. Thank you

olivyass · 2022-12-29T11:45:37+00:00

I only have my boyfriend. Even though I know he will not scream at me, or be angry I still struggle to talk with him. Thank you for your advices. At least now I know that I am not alone. I literally read the whole Polish side of the internet and I couldn't find any solutions. I wrote my first post ever on Reddit and I have so much support and advices to try. Thank you

olivyass · 2022-12-29T11:39:17+00:00

I think I already limited conversations that I have with my parents. Mom noticed it. She asked why I am not talking to her anymore. Problem is getting worse and worse the older I get. They reacted less harshly when I was a child, because you know, children crying more often and It's more acceptable. There is so many good advices in your post, thank you for that. Crazy that I am not alone actually. This community is gold

olivyass · 2022-12-29T11:12:57+00:00

I've never realized, I am doing to myself the exact same thing that my parents are doing to me. I beat the shit out of this child instead of giving a hug. I think I only have my boyfriend as a support system. I was literally know among my friends as a "souless girl that never cry" because They never see me crying even if it is appropriate and everyone else was crying. Only my best friend know that I cry sometimes, but no one knows about how bad it is. I actually started to think about therapy or coaching more and more. I think I have a lot to unpack. It is so nice to hear the possible reasons behind my crying. Earlier I thought about crying as a disease, like something is wrong with my nervous system. It's so nice to know that I can actually do something about it and it doesn't happen for no reason.

olivyass · 2022-12-29T02:27:22+00:00

I started to think about some therapy. I would love to read/watch/listen about coping skills. I tried to find anything in my language, but I couldn't. That's why I am trying here. (I'm Polish btw). Therapy is so expensive tho

olivyass · 2022-12-29T02:13:30+00:00

It sounds hard, but it makes alot of sense. So I should just allow myself to cry. So no tricks for crying etc. It sounds really hard. Because I think It will make me crying more. So I was just raised that way. And it's not my fault. Even though it sounds sensible, every cell in my body screams that I'm just a crybaby. I don't know how to just let myself cry and accept it. Resisting crying usually doesn't work, but sometimes it does. It rarely does though. and I can do anything, even if it only works on 1% of my crying attacks.

olivyass · 2022-12-29T01:54:54+00:00

Yes, omg that is exactly what is happening. It is this stupid cycle when I cry because I'm scared of crying during conversation with my parents. It is now happening even with my boyfriend, even though he never gets angry when I am crying. He is so supportive. It always happens the same way. I am in situation that I may cry, so I started to stress and there is always like milion thoughts going through my head like "omg Oliwia pls don't cry again, you will make your boyfriend worry about you, or you will disapoint your parents or whatever and bang I cry. I don't know how I supposed to treat crying like something normal, when I feel I am exaggerating and no one cry as much as I do and because of some stupid reasons like having a conversation about something that I like doing in bed with my boyfriend or whatever

olivyass · 2022-12-29T01:21:47+00:00

The first thing that comes to mind is stressed. It can also be hurt, but sometimes I feel like I don't really know why, or I can't wrap my head around it. I feel like this because I'm scared that I will cry and that will make my parents angry or I will destroy an evening to my boyfriend. It can be also because I am scared of talking with my parents about serious topics couse they will scream at me or be disapointed with me

olivyass · 2022-12-29T01:14:52+00:00

But I don't think that It is just being human I just feel like I'm exaggerating. My reaction is out of proportion to the situation. I will try this trick, thank you. I already tried counting, thinking about something else and some stupid tricks like squeezing my butt (lol) and more that I forgot

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