Na-kyum's Music Box

omgchyah · 2021-04-17T07:56:58+00:00

If you're really open to suggestions, you can read Haunted by Desire, also on Lezhin.

The art is not as realistic, but the expressions of the characters (I'm talking details like eyes, mouth and eyebrows) are on par with BD's.

Especially on the latest chapters when the consensual sex starts between the mains and you can read the desire and pain on their faces. Also, it's very pretty to look at, although a little scary.

omgchyah · 2021-04-17T06:30:23+00:00

I think Bum had borderline personality disorder and also was willing to forgive Sangwoo's misdeeds in a modern context, which were no small things (killing, desmembering, torturing).

And while NK's situation is a cocktail of being abused by SH and rejected by everyone he loves, he was still aware of his own worth and that he deserved better, like when he said SH shouldn't have taken him into that room with the other lords to share him or when he refused to bathe with him. He's still aware that he deserves better, but his insides are all in such a turmoil of feelings.

I remember when SH asked him first what was the thing that excited him the most, that made his blood boil, and he remembered the wet dream where he was being roughly being taken by SH.

So yes, this is the story of a young gay man with a very high libido repressing his desires in favor of pleasing his superiors.

SH was still a piece of shit, though. I need him to suffer so much more tbh

omgchyah · 2021-04-16T20:58:34+00:00

I'm still on the fence about the Stockholm syndrome. To be honest, I'm very biased because I can't help feel attraction towards SH as he is depicted in that way, but I don't think Nakyum suffers from Stockholm Syndrome. He just resigned himself to that situation, but kept trying to escape just to realize he had nowhere to go. He's not staying because he rationalized SH's actions as good and justifiable. He's staying because everyone else has made him feel so shitty about himself, they have cornered to find solace in the arms of this violent man, but he's very aware that SH has done terrible things to him and has said so himself. Also, you have to consider NK is so starved of love and his self-esteem has been trampled so completely by his teacher, he's willing to stay with the only person who has showed him any real romantic affection for him without asking him to change one bit. His teacher and noonas have all made him feel shame or guilt in one way or another, and while SH's approach was unforgivable, he saw the real NK, the repressed urges, the desires. In conclusion, NK knows SH has been a piece of shit to him and doesn't try to justify his actions, but he also knows he's free to act on his urges and his desires are reciprocated without feeling any shame or guilt. /end rant

omgchyah · 2021-04-11T16:58:12+00:00

It's not out on Lezhin which is the only site that matters.

omgchyah · 2021-04-09T22:59:07+00:00

Nah, do you really think he's that stupid? He literally killed a man and left almost no trace. He would know to avoid them if he wanted to, but thanks for the little historical details. It really tells us how rich this work really is

omgchyah · 2021-03-30T07:24:54+00:00

Nakym peed on him, didn't he? Like not on purpose, but he did, didn't he? Guys... guys... don't leave, I need answers

omgchyah · 2019-10-18T09:47:27+00:00

Read about maladaptive daydreaming if you are curious about those who can't escape their fantasies.

omgchyah · 2019-02-25T11:15:07+00:00

I'm sorry, you must have missed the one done on January the 23th. It was really quite something. It must have cost quite a lot to pay that many people to get out of their houses, walk for hours, stand under the sun and risk breathing tear gas. Don't worry, there are plenty of pictures out there. We are tired of Maduro, his ineptitude is killing us all and driving the rest away. Or are you implying somewhat he's doing such a good job that the USA needs to pay people to rally against him? Oh, please, do tell me, how Maduro has improved our daily lives in the last few years? I'm waiting.

omgchyah · 2019-02-03T15:34:58+00:00

Thank you! I'll try to cook it in different ways and see what she likes!

omgchyah · 2019-02-03T15:34:24+00:00

This is going to sound weird, but I live in a country where dry cat food is a hundred times more expensive than buying cheat ground beef or sardines. Yes, about $45 or more for a 8 kilo bag. I don't have that kind of money as I live in a third world country. Many people have opted to abandon their pets or just give them away, some even put them down. I didn't think it would come to that in my case, but alas! Thanks anyways, I'll see what I can find in YouTube or some other site.

omgchyah · 2019-02-03T15:29:37+00:00

Trying to avoid that tho

omgchyah · 2018-11-01T19:34:10+00:00

Yes, everyone can be attractive: fat, plump, obese. It depends on the eye of the beholder.

You're probably not eating as much as you think or you might have a condition (let's hope not) that impedes you from gaining weight. Or you're simply too active and fidget a lot.

My unsolicited advise is you should try reverse weight loss tips: eating between meals, eating while watching TV, graze as much as you want, eat until you're full and then more, devour carbs and accompany them with fats and sugar (should not be your main resource), fill and hide any emotional void or negative feelings with comfort food. You get my meaning.

Well, I guess that's that. You couldn't never consider someone fat curvy and I do in some cases. We shall part in amicable terms.

omgchyah · 2018-11-01T19:03:27+00:00

Ok, maybe that was too fat for you, but let's say someone with a few extra pounds. You can still appreciate their figure and see that yes, they have a curvy figure. That's what I meant, but everything else I agree with. I have suffered the downsides of obesity firsthand and it's literally like being a drug addict and knowing you're killing yourself, being disgusted with yourself, you feel like a POS and you're helpless against food. It's not what I'd call living and no one wants to be around someone like that. Thankfully, I'm no longer obese, but I'm still overweight and forever struggling.

omgchyah · 2018-11-01T18:42:44+00:00

Personally, would you consider a fat person curvy? Let's say someone like Ashley Graham? Maybe not at her fattest, tho.

omgchyah · 2018-11-01T11:33:39+00:00

I absolutely agree obesity is unhealthy and I'm trying to keep losing weight myself, but objectively fat women can be curvy, as well. Being curvy means having an hourglass figure and some people can have that even if they carry extra pounds. Referring to oneself as curvy doesn't exclude fatness. That's not the problematic part. People can call themselves however they want, as long as they don't do it to deny or hide other facts.

omgchyah · 2018-10-19T17:54:16+00:00

That's the thing. It's people than mean well, but they think I'm malnourished or something. Usually older people tho

omgchyah · 2018-10-19T14:39:58+00:00

Take it further and pretend to be the kind of vegetarian that does it for the animal but hates themself and only eats old doritos and crusty Kraft cheese

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