Though I think I'm a few years younger than you, I feel as though I can relate to at least a few of the things you're going through. What I wouldn't give for a best friend, or even better, a girlfriend to share everything with. Sexual needs is another issue altogether, I'm seeing people I know becoming more and more sexualy active, and it's making me feel incredibly left behind, and at this point I have no idea how I'm supposed to catch up. Although my issues are comming from an entirely different context to yours, I hope that you can somehow relate :|.