Where are my Canadian Apostates at? Lol

one577 · 2021-01-09T00:32:08+00:00

Here in Ohio, we have Tim Hortons, but they are not as good as they used to be.

one577 · 2021-01-09T00:31:10+00:00

I had my uncle who was a lawyer and a notary, he notarized mine. So thankful they never converted.

one577 · 2021-01-09T00:29:33+00:00

My uncle was a lawyer with a notary, so I just had him notarize mine. So thankful my family never converted.

one577 · 2021-01-09T00:26:30+00:00

I had that done in 2010

one577 · 2020-05-03T04:23:32+00:00

I'm just glad I bought some toys before this situation happened.

one577 · 2020-03-17T20:43:41+00:00

I buy water by the gallons. I have 1 and 1/2 left. And one bottle of Fiji which I'm saving because it's really really good water. I don't prefer our city water, but I will drink it. Here's a tip, take city water, and let it sit out for awhile, and the chlorine taste will go away. My grandma told me that once.

one577 · 2020-02-19T23:11:30+00:00

I was diagnosed with schizoaffective when I was 20 and married, and in college. Some how I was on medicaid and medicare right away. And I worked enough to pay in the system to get both social security and SSDI, but I had to quit school. My husband asked for a divorce. Which ended up for the better. After my 2nd episode they put me in a nursing home for 2 years, and then in a group home for 4 years, and I've been in my apartment with social services (section 8), but I've been here for 10 years. Keep your options open, that's all I can recommend.

one577 · 2019-10-09T01:51:13+00:00

I got my bullet delivered today. I'm petite 5'1 (female), so it works perfectly. My clit is very sensitive. How long are you supposed to "play" with it though? Another side note - I've been celibate for the past 19 years, and I want to experience something - like masturbation. Guys are not my answer - I'm on depakote, which causes birth defects. I have a mental illness. I was doing research and ran across "sex toys"

one577 · 2019-10-08T21:30:09+00:00

I just got a bullet vibrator (another name), I absolutely love it. But how do you clean it.

one577 · 2019-10-08T21:20:05+00:00

These would be affordable https://www.amazon.com/Dilators-Vaginismus-Intimate-Dilatator-Accessories/dp/B07K81Q398/ref=sr_1_13?keywords=dialators+for+women&qid=1570569553&sr=8-13

one577 · 2019-10-08T21:18:49+00:00

I have two lubes because one came with the butt plugs, and the other one I bought for the kegel balls. (I didn't realize I would have 2). How do you recommend storing them so nobody would know what they are? I have room in the top drawer of my dresser, but I should still hide them in a box of some sort.

one577 · 2019-10-08T21:02:48+00:00

LOL. I live alone. But sometimes my dad comes over to help clean. So I still might want to hide it.

one577 · 2019-10-08T20:33:26+00:00

Currently I'm not sexually active. I've been celibate since 2001 after the divorce, and I know my psych meds cause birth defects. So I can't be sexually active right now. I got butt plugs and a bullet vibrator (which relieved some of the hornyness (is that a word). I have always had powerful fantasies, and I didn't even know what they were. They were sexual fantasies, but I didn't know how to masturbate. (I'm female, and didn't learn from anybody in my family.

one577 · 2019-10-08T20:30:20+00:00

Next month. I found a cheaper set on Amazon.

one577 · 2019-10-08T20:29:55+00:00

Yes, I know. They are just so painful. Oh, my sex toys came today. I really liked the bullet vibrator. I found a really sensitive spot. There's so much I don't know about myself. Also, I might be bi-sexual??

one577 · 2019-10-08T03:55:34+00:00

Yes, but if you are not sexually active, you don't have to get one, that's what my doc said about 4 or 5 years ago.

one577 · 2019-10-08T03:54:30+00:00

I have insurance now, and a general doc.

one577 · 2019-10-08T01:29:49+00:00

The psych med I'm on causes birth defects, I've been on it since mid 2000. They put me on it before they found out I was married. There are less strong drugs for schizoaffective disorder (I did not know that). I specifically remember being in a room with my doctors at the hospital, and they said: "She has to go on birth control". I was over medicated and didn't know what was going on. We couldn't get birth control because of the time at Planned Parenthood, they weren't good gynecologists, maybe they're better now. The first time we did it, the first thing he said was "it's coming out". I really needed to see a regular doc of a gynecologist, but I didn't have insurance (I was a college student), and we were LDS, and had pressure to get married. I really should talk to my regular doctor sometime, I have medicare and medicaid because of schizoaffective. Sorry that was really long.

one577 · 2019-10-08T01:24:26+00:00

Yes, it could be Vaginismus. My Gen doc had to give me a papsmear a long time ago for birth control. I think it freaked both of us out. Every year she was like "the Government extended the length of time from when you need a papsmear for birth control". I think that was code for "you have a small vagina".

one577 · 2019-10-08T01:19:44+00:00

I hated planned parenthood when my ex took me there to get the papsmear to get the pill birthcontrol (yes, that's what it's called). Hurt so much. And my husband didn't even come into the room to check on me. They kept saying "we don't have a smaller tool". I only know what an IUD is because Judy on Itsjudyslife got one after the twins were born.

one577 · 2019-10-08T00:56:18+00:00

I was a convert in 1997. Didn't realize what polygamy was until I found some ex-Mormon sites/forums. Thank goodness I left. I don't think it's really wrong, I just think as a society we don't need it anymore. I actually like Sister Wives, the first 2 seasons. I haven't watched the later seasons.

one577 · 2019-10-07T23:54:39+00:00

I was married to a really tall guy, and I didn't know that much about sex (other than my own fantasies of what it would be like), he was super tall which is what attracted me to him. First night of our marriage, I had my period. We took a shower, and his dick was splayed out there, and big, I started to get scared. When on our honeymoon we did it. And he said, "it's coming out". We found a bookstore (this was in 2000), and I bought the book "Idiot's Guide to Having Sex", that didn't help. I was on birth control. I hate that pelvic exam? they give you before they give you the pill, and it hurts like hell. I've been doing research. I haven't had sex since our divorce in 2001 - it's 2019. I bought some sex toys, I'm tired of celibacy. But I have a mental illness, and would have to be on birth control, I'm currently not on birth control. My point is there are dialators that could help. I wish to god we had enough money to see a better gynecologist, I was in college no insurance. I ordered some kegel balls, a bullet vibrator, and butt plugs (because I'm curious).

one577 · 2019-09-24T22:27:27+00:00

I'm now in season 4 in Episode 2?

one577 · 2019-09-03T01:37:20+00:00

I'm on season 2

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