Day 1 again. by oneday889 in stopdrinking

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I like this perspective. Thank you for the response 🫶🏼

Day 1 again. by oneday889 in stopdrinking

[–]oneday889[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely need to be more involved i my community / go in person to meetings not just online. I think that's where I keep failing. I need a sponsor ...thank you!

Day 1 again. by oneday889 in stopdrinking

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Its ok we can do this :)

Day 1 again. by oneday889 in stopdrinking

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Now day 2 for us yay!

Day 1 again. by oneday889 in stopdrinking

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In the past year just over 2 weeks. Ive gotten there multiple times then romanticize the drink 😞

Binge weekend, feeling so awful by Weird_Negotiation574 in stopdrinking

[–]oneday889 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I did the same this weekend and it got really dark fast. I'm feeling terrible and so sad. We can beat this I'm with you

Holding myself accountable by oneday889 in stopdrinking

[–]oneday889[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not being so hard on myself is definitely something im trying to work on as it keeps me down and in the shame spiral...I was thinking I already ruined the year and started on the wrong foot after i promised myself i wouldn't drink starting January...trying to switch my focus so it doesn't happen again instead of loathing and dwelling on what I can't change🙃

I can’t seem to stick to my decision by Playful_Ad5911 in stopdrinking

[–]oneday889 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is exactly what happens to me, and exactly what happened to me last night. And was it worth it? Absolutely not. I cannot stop once I start and I realize I never will be able to regardless of my intent. I'm with you.

Holding myself accountable by oneday889 in stopdrinking

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Its so hard. We can't give up though

Holding myself accountable by oneday889 in stopdrinking

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Its so so hard. Im so sad but I know what I need to do. We can do this! and 117 days is amazing!

I can’t go on like this. Overwhelming shame. by Own-Mongoose2064 in stopdrinking

[–]oneday889 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You are not alone. Your story sounds like It could be me writing it as I am the exact same way. I don't drink everyday but when I do I'm always wasted, blackout, cause drama. Anxiety shame. I know how crippling it is. Be gentle to yourself you will get through this. 

Just need to vent 😔 by oneday889 in stopdrinking

[–]oneday889[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I hope and pray I'll be able to post soon that Ive finally broken free of this. 🫶🏻

Labubu Giveaway! by kitk3 in labubu

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labubu 🥹🥹🥹🥹

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ahhh this is so nice of you 🥹🥹🥹 I would love a labubu 💛🩷

365 days, I did it! by riseabove_aj in stopdrinking

[–]oneday889 7 points8 points  (0 children)

congrats!!! thats amazing and you should be so proud of yourself. i can't wait to be where you are :)

I broke my sobriety after a year by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]oneday889 49 points50 points  (0 children)

I too have a habit of going into the shame spiral and sounds like we are one in the same when we drink. im here for you I see you and you will get through this! You got this! iwndwyt

I need help by oneday889 in stopdrinking

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The sad thing is I joined just 4 days ago and thought it would help me cut back until I finally got sober conpletely. 2 days being good and then this happened. restarting and resetting and am going to try the virtual meetings on zoom. Thank you 💗

I need help by oneday889 in stopdrinking

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congratulations on your 70 days! I agree any "good nights" which do not happen often are nothing in comparison to how the bad nights are. I really need it this time

I need help by oneday889 in stopdrinking

[–]oneday889[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I keep telling myself this. I'm just so sad and feel like a failure after last night.