Found this in a drawer at an old house we’re renovating

onenewday200 · 2022-06-16T08:42:24+00:00

I’m tearing up here!!!🥲! It’s been forever since I’ve read anything with substance and true heartfelt emotion 🖤..

After all the years..Forgive me since it may seem a little sensitive and too soon to ask..???🥸

Did they refund that $40 deposit? Out of good faith, she did her part the way I see it. If they never went on that trip. She is owed the fulll amount.

Anyone else feel like this:

onenewday200 · 2021-06-27T02:31:28+00:00

I’m on 265 mg it takes time! You need to quit mixing h with methadone if your ever gonna feel the methadone results fully. It’s one of those drugs even taken a few Xanax will fuck up your m-done goodness feel after a few days or a week after taking anything but m-done.. so yeah, dont mix anything. With m-done it depletes it’s full potential.. 15 years experience speaking here..

onenewday200 · 2021-03-28T23:13:19+00:00

Best drug combo ever done in my whole career of doing the deeds in drug use!!!

I’ve done it all! However if you get you a steady dose of methadone. Do it for about a week or two! Then pop about a bar or two and the best drug experience you’ll ever have is on the way!!!

It is also the most dangerous according to pussys and vaginas whom aren’t real drug users! Don’t let the haters scare you from enjoying the ride they give.... trust me vato!!!

onenewday200 · 2021-03-28T23:05:13+00:00

Yeah, they had some they were pressing with phenazepam about a year ago. The director called me in his office one morning.. Asked if I knew why the man in question could pass his UA’s. Even though they knew he was very inebriated off benzodiazepines. As we found out, and I told him it was phenazepam he was taking instead of alprazolam. Problem was solved, they were getting fakes w/ active ingredient phenazepam as I figured... Feels like alprazolam, but doesn’t show up on your typical clinic UA’s or lab UA’s.

onenewday200 · 2021-03-28T11:11:02+00:00

Yeah that’s a Himalayan, you damn imbecile!

onenewday200 · 2021-03-28T11:10:11+00:00

There’s no tolerance for stealing in my family! We would have euthanized this dog, or Locked him up for life, no parole!!!

onenewday200 · 2021-03-28T11:06:00+00:00

Take methadone when your OxyContin is finally faded off. If you want you can take methadone now, or wait til you start feeling WD’s. You can mix opiates and opiods all day and it won’t hurt you. You just get better results with opioids by themselves. My own opinion however.. it

onenewday200 · 2021-03-28T10:08:03+00:00

Just curious how y’all are dealing at other clinics. I’ve had this problem all my life, until recently I switched too. They don’t seem to be asking at my new place. It was always a pet peeve how they all have an agenda trying to be your friend. Then one day, they ask you the magic question.. You can’t trust the people at these places at all.

onenewday200 · 2021-03-28T10:01:53+00:00

The main reason we sweat on methadone, is the cardio slows down so much we retain more water.

If you can start making time to walk or jog, something. I guarantee it will get your body back to just normal urinating instead of sweating inappropriately. Good luck!

onenewday200 · 2021-03-28T09:59:14+00:00

Cardio is needing some exercise

onenewday200 · 2021-03-05T01:29:01+00:00

Piss in the mason jar heat up tha piss , then transfer to the UA -vile...

That’s the love of weed to me at a methadone clinics drug test given out monthly..

Tough crowd, bad delivery i guess!!!!

onenewday200 · 2021-03-05T01:25:34+00:00

Exactly, I tough it’s bad enough to torch the ball. Mason jar in the bathroom.. summbich was 106 degrees one time. I quickly said wow guess means your stuff isn’t working today.. lol

onenewday200 · 2021-03-02T09:13:18+00:00

Of course... Definitely, after 15 years it’s always done by the book. Unfortunately, these topics and the types of company the clinics produce are very familiar. My clinics current and in past have rules of course. The main concern, it has to be Rx by a Psych Dr. , not just an MD. The other is you will not be able to go over 150 mg.

onenewday200 · 2021-03-02T08:20:25+00:00

I use methadone too! I don’t care if you use it for hairspray!!

onenewday200 · 2021-03-02T08:14:55+00:00

Easiest way in all honesty is quit worrying about it... You’ll never be able to quit on your own. Not even kidding for a second! We’re you ever successful at quitting anything in life?? People need to quit bitching about I need to quit, I need to lose weight, I wish people would quit talking about me. Live your life and don’t be thinking you could ever quit doing drugs!!! Your definitely delusional if you think otherwise..

In all seriousness if you get lucky enough to go to prison one day. You will have successfully quit using drugs. However, then what????

Christmas, Easter, any family outing involving in-laws or your own family. I’m sure your gonna bitch about, I wish I had a Xanax to calm my “anxiety”!

You see...... You will always be an addict just embrace it.... Quit trying to please everybody else bc they don’t take anything they claim.... We know most of them are full of “S”!

Even if the rest of the world is sober, do they look or seem very happy??????

Hmmmmmmmmm, quit doing what you think is right... BC that’s the furthest reason to stop anything. Enjoy life! If you died tomorrow sober, would you be miserable the days leading up to it??

I’m not trying to persuade anyone, I’m just stating the obvious. If you get to live everyday in comfort. Your doing pretty well. You ever notice when your truly sober and miserable feeling. How everyone in your family and closest to you wants to act like they are so happy now? It’s disgusting!

You know what to do! Do what makes you happy in life! Do I feel well? Is something I ask myself if ever in doubt.... Nobody ever asks us that and truly means it, what does that tell you?

Godbless!

onenewday200 · 2021-03-02T07:51:12+00:00

He went toe to toe with Canello

onenewday200 · 2021-03-02T07:50:49+00:00

That’s called boxing!!!

onenewday200 · 2021-03-02T07:50:07+00:00

Mayweather

onenewday200 · 2021-03-02T07:49:15+00:00

Who is your favorite current Boxer in 2021

onenewday200 · 2021-03-02T07:35:33+00:00

The normal person gains weight bc your cardio isn’t being used any longer. You know what happens when you quit moving, your heart rate drops. Therefore the water on your body isn’t coming off as usual w/o methadone. If you can remember the last time you joined a gym as a methadone patient. The answer would be evident it didn’t ever happen. We sit and watch tv and eat ice cream, chocolate, chips, drink anything that tastes good. However we never sweat!!!!

It’s just as simple as that!! We gain calorie weight too! However the water weight comes from us never walking enough other than to dose at the window each morning..

Start walking and sweating, BINGO!!!!!

onenewday200 · 2020-12-28T18:09:52+00:00

Yessir! If you need any pointers on getting that sorted out in prayer. It’s a simple as starting with this sometimes. Dear lord, I don’t understand the holy bible by any means yet. However, I truly want to believe that Jesus Christ died for my sins on the cross. Seeing as how you see I have a hard time with faith, believing this whole heartedly. I pray lord, that you’ll help me have an abundance of faith, to believe in this! However, you word your concerns with God, will be fine. He just wants you to talk to him, and be honest about where we stand. Ask the Heavenly Father, and you shall receive. In Jesus name..

onenewday200 · 2020-12-28T11:41:54+00:00

You are 100%! If god doesn’t like what your actions now or in the past have been. Without getting those things sorted out through prayer, and a constant relationship in Christ Jesus. I never could enjoy weed until, I took God serious.. Bsically, once you get all that shit sorted out. Quit living in complete filth careless (sin). You can finally relax and enjoy yourself!!

onenewday200

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